memories of-yesterday

Sunday, October 30, 2005 ♥

im not pathetic u stupid idiot.
im gonna leave u real soon.
its juz so unfair..
i rellie wish to peel off ur face, stop askin me to do things for u..
i hate being made use of.

ya, n u oso.. i hate u too.
u're not dat cute afterall.
im juz a normal fren..
or mayb im not, juz a stranger..
dun walk into my life anymore.
i dun nid u.
i dunno wad u're sufferin from, u nv tell me
im not bothered to know.
juz get out.

yah. n i miss all my peeps..
i miss minshan's cakes..
anyw, my air con is spoilt forever..
or u wanna camp in moi fridge??
if u dun mind.heh.

juz met up wif js to make purplish shoes..
ist nice.. rellei nice..
i love it to bits..
im gonna show it off.
n i love her too.

had dinner wif pingz n kok..
not forgettin swensens ice cream too.
de earthquake is big eh.
so much for a regular.
tmr we'll b coughin to our death.

wakaka..
anyw i hate makeup lect..
dere's 1 from 5-6.. stupid timin..
it rellie is la..
n i gonna waste my 2 hrs waiting??

n fri's afternon lesson..
im alone afterall. im right. wif new classmates.
i told u im antisocial.. but
dere's alwiz de 1st time..

i beta look forward to my AD/s n stop grumbling..*gRinX*

♥remembered yesterday @ 3:38 AM

Wednesday, October 26, 2005 ♥

hmm.everyone's been busy studying.
dats a very good sign.
cos i can c good grades.. =)

for me, i'll juz stick to my own lonliness n get enuf sleep b4 sch starts again.
den i'll get super busy.
i wanna get a digicam.
cant wait..
hmm,
ya. i wan to tell hai zi de die,
i hate constable ah cai.
not onli does he ps, he's a irritating freak..
and to think de thing i hate most is de feeling of being ps.

thou got ps lots of times..
but hen bu hao shou de!!
nahz, btu im not too bothered by him.
juz chaNGed my opinion of him.
dat he's a idiot.

anyws.
to look on de bright side of life.
im wishing my hair grows long faster.
n u guys end ur As' soon n wil hav lots of time to accompany me le.
can come my hse sleepover oh.. i welcome dat..=)
yessh, lets celebrate..
cant wait for de nice festival seasons dats coming soon.
Christmas, New yr..
its a brand new yr..
another set of resolutions.
new frens..=D
i love pingx

♥remembered yesterday @ 2:17 PM

Saturday, October 22, 2005 ♥

woke up at 3.43 juz now.
din realise i had such a long sleep.
mite bcos im reallie tire ba.

anyw i juz read the newspaper regarding the lady who died bcos of drug allergies.
did i mention b4 dat my sis work in that clinic?
well, i felt so sorry for de decease but i seriously believe its not the doctor's fault.
and its aredi been announced that de doctor is not at fault.
the decease din noe dat she's allergic to any medicine
and no doctors had found any6thin wrong wif havin augmentin n postan tog.

sometime patients rellie nid to b more conscious of theirself.
they av to provide us with the correct allergies.
cos they'll hav a card wif their allergies.
if not how do we know?
we're juz doin our job by dispensing the medicine.
some jzu say they think its this this medicine w/o providing us wif the names..
pls, im not a doctor or whoever.
n i feel that de press sudn juz release de clinic's address to the public.
its so unfair to the doctor.
thou the doctor is found to b inocent,
but m sure her clinic's reputation will b somehow adversly affected.

its juz like de 2 person who received de kidney transplant n died.
de donor is jzu trying to do something good by donating his kidneys,
how in the world would he know they carries the dengue bacteria.

im done wif these articles.. argz..
n sch's coming in 1 weeks' time.
im so lonely.
everyone is busy wif their As'
n im left alone.
felt kinda sad.
cant find any1 to play wif me.
n i din wanna bother u guys..
study hard ba..

♥remembered yesterday @ 6:08 PM

Tuesday, October 18, 2005 ♥

finally i can hav some peace..
i can sleep till noon..
i can do anything i wan..
i ly down n look at de air.

im so very confused wad i wan..
im afraid.
hao fan oh..

i wanna paint my rm..

♥remembered yesterday @ 2:04 PM

Friday, October 14, 2005 ♥

i slept in the afternoon,
cos i had the flu jab n im down wif some urti.
doc ling gave me some kids vitamin, cos he said im too weak..
anyw, i kept waking up.
dere's this dream..
kinda weird.
y do i kp dreaming of him?
y cannot lemme dream of another him?
hmm, n my pri sch fren came into de picture..
i still remember he's alex.
de one i miss i cant even dream of him..
zhen tao yan.

im goin shoppin..
finally..
i miss mensy..
i miss minshan..
i miss sharon..
i miss my princess jie sung..
wo bian de hao bu xiang wo..
i havn been doin this for a long time..

i feel so weird dat im actually used to doing dat everyday..
now my smses seem so simple.
hao xiang nian..

i hate that stupid dhasedyl drug addict..
he beta dun come back to get medicine,
and to think he opens a pet shop.
wad a idiot..n he's a thief..
my patience is stretching..
some patients r really too much..
sick aredi still can make so much noise..
noisy makers means u're still healthy to b able to do dat..
those quiet ones r d more sickly ones..
so stop making so much noise..

cant think of anything happie now..
im so irritated..
where r u?

♥remembered yesterday @ 11:39 PM

Thursday, October 13, 2005 ♥

hmmm, so many ppl luffing at me..
is it cos im stupid or m i careless?
or sud i sign up for de sch?
argz.. i cant make up my mind..
my aunt asks if i wanna go australia wif her next week..
im pondering..
but no one go wif me..
wanan ask my sis go. but she stil schooling..
cannot apply for leave..
hm, i rellie wan to go on a hol n relax.

hmm, wad's wrong wif him?
or is it im too witty n chatty?
i think im a talkative box..
but it depends to whom im tokin to..
i can b very very very quiet too..
n i mean real quiet..

♥remembered yesterday @ 12:05 AM

Wednesday, October 12, 2005 ♥

waking up so early in de mornign everyday..
im super tire..
so im sleeping early everyday le.. =)
anyw, i failed my theory 2nd time..
im super disappointed..
n i very lazy to go book another date le..
guess im too stupid or wad ba..
nid some kind of motivation..
dun luff at me hor..
i've enuf of mockery.

i nid to hv fun..
im working so hard.. duno for wad..
cos im still single n very very free!!argz..
n i hate my hair cos its been cut so short i look lik a freak..
n its rellie super short u know.. Sobz sobz..

♥remembered yesterday @ 1:43 PM

Friday, October 07, 2005 ♥

hee hee.. im mad bout de dumb forum..
but tire n sick of it..
cos some dumb ppl spamming over dere..
anyw i love k-boxing..
but not wif smokers anymore..
so i promise to go for more rounds..
im addicted
so is jes n cai.

♥remembered yesterday @ 11:57 PM