Thursday, September 29, 2005 ♥
i rellie becomign fatter le cos im reaching 44 kg soon..
n im super sad yet at this time of de nite,
i cant help btu cook myself food to eat again..
m i a lazy piz..
yes..
cos soon im goin to bed on a full stomach..
im rellie so xing fu..
chi bao le jiu shui..
n now im goin to bed.. nitex n muackx my darling..
♥remembered yesterday @ 2:19 AM
Wednesday, September 21, 2005 ♥
im watching mars in de middle of de nite..to kp myself occupied thru de hols..dere's not much programmes goin on..and everyone who's on msn seems dead..cos they juz doesn seem to reply me.or r they juz pretending to ignore me.im bored n irritated..i juz wanna stay at home and rot to death..dun even wanna step out of de hse.im super irritated..hmm, mayb im irritating ppl too.zai zai doesn looks too cool in de show.and big S doesn look dat appealing either,wif no glamourous outfits nor gorgeous settings and posh cars..juz a simple tale of de sacred knight..im goin to bed...nitex.. =(life isn very exciting at this phrase..cos its stagnant and dead..breeding those harmful ades moquitoes.im itchy.............. =(
♥remembered yesterday @ 2:25 AM
Sunday, September 18, 2005 ♥
我好久没看到你了。好想你哦。 ok, i know im abit slow..er, mayb not abit,very slow lah..but i juz watch initial D...kaoz..有感而发。like many others i think they're rellie rellie very cool.i still like edison thou..*bubbles bubbles*i wanna find a bf like him..i noe oni in my dreams ba..yah, and ofo one of de scenes wen jay actually pouts his mouth..好像你哦。真的真的好像。让我不仅想起你。those who wanna watch again,i dun mind watchin again.. hahai got de dvd wor..*gRiNx*i cant help smiling while watching..n my dad kps luffing at me..he thinks m weird cos im smiling at de tv..wahaha..i think im crazy too..de forum is down n im home alone.cai is so bz to tok to me.. n i went to ZzzZZ cos im super tire after 1 week of studying..oni been slpin like a few hours a day..goin to b kinda busy soon yah..going out n working ..and shun bian rotting..but i need to find ppl to rot wif me.he suggests me to find work or a male..i guess i needed both..i've gotten jobs.. i need to find a male..wahaha..i realise i din hav a deam juz now.hmm..did i? or did i not?some ppl ar some ppl.dunno hwo to get hints de..hx, scram.. gt away from my world..it irritates me so much jzu to receive even a simple forward msg from u..
♥remembered yesterday @ 12:58 AM
Friday, September 16, 2005 ♥
yahz.. and dats it. im done wif my first sem..only to b stressed again on 6th oct wen i'll receive my results..im not being paranoid..i juz din wan to get Cs..cos i hate Cs..basically im filled wif hatred cos i hate almost everything.im getting more n more irritable as days goes by.wads happening to de world?i noe i sud b a little more gentle n not so hot tempered..but who cares..im goin tanning next weekand this time i rellie mean it.damn, some ppl r juz so ______i juz hate u so much.im not goin to bother bout u again thou u nv seem to fail me.*scratches my head*y m i doin this?i think im goin malaysia shoppin wif my mates..i love em, cos i juz went k boxing wif them today.i feel so high man, jumping ard de sofa..lacked de feel..luckily de windows din break..it wouldn b nice to noe dat u din care..did i said im paranoid?yes i guess i still am.get away from me..
♥remembered yesterday @ 11:32 PM
Thursday, September 15, 2005 ♥
hmm, kinda mood swinging again today.my mood goes from a high acheiver, to a low morale booster now.wad happened to me?i screwed up on my biz stats today..and i seriously aint feeling very great.im so angry wif myself.blaming myself for doin so slow, n not being able to recap all de things i studied..i hate myself for being so dumb.and i din wan to forgive confucious for his encouragement ofintroducing de exam system.i wonder y i couldn go back to de old dynasty..wearing those nicey lacey dress w/o having to study..juz match make me and lemme live a happie life.aint i traditional?my wish is juz so simple.but in reality, its darn hard to make it come true.as i laid on de sofa after getting hm from a long day at sch n work..isn dere any1 to gimme a hug..juz to console me n gimme some encouragement..oni erika did it..she was so nice.she walked up to give me a hug wen im damn stress.she made me feel dat she cares.. =) thanks gal.i wanted to cry so much,but realise nothin comes out.i think so hard,wishing dat wen i go to bed,i'll dream of u, even if i cant c u in reality,let me dream of u.for i know everything in life is destined.mayb we will meet again.juz mayb.cos i had a insight,dat we will meet again..someday some place.you and me,our last hug of goodbye? if u and me, we've known this earlier,will things still b de same?or will we step out of each other's life,and never even have de chance to b frens.i know its hard..take care my fren.
♥remembered yesterday @ 1:02 AM
Monday, September 12, 2005 ♥
im so angry right now..this stupid crush..doin things dat i hate..im so so so jealous.. im goin to bed for my nap..im not goin to dream of him anymore.. !!!wo yao bei qi si le..
♥remembered yesterday @ 2:42 PM
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last min work for me.. cos im feeling panicky le..havn been readin much..cos de ZzzZZ monster is alwiz out to get me..and now. finally got de energy to stay up to mug..its lik 3 am in de morn now..juz finish bizstats abit..so now feeling abit not so guily anymore. =)im lik super tire..and ppl say my eye bags is so so big..im super sad.. cos this week i hav to stay up late again..means my eye bags will get even worse.. =(haha hai zi de die dun b so sad k?i know we still hav lots of chances to lunch tog de..dun worry too much..or else i'll steal de papers n grade u an A.. =)today dannon open a few nice cd for me to listen..some of de songs super nice lah..and i think my blog's song now.. ke you lun de ling..super nice.. muz on it loud loud..and muz hav de feel u know..dat kind of FEEL!!super sad lor.. makes me so sad again..long time nv sad le wor..anyway.. i wanna go k box!haha.. i've been stressing dat for yrs..i jzu need to endure for 5 more days and im freed..hope i can do well..i dun wanna freak out..i wan a superbly wonderful transcript..yayz.so im kinda bored after readin for de past hour..so im here to blog n to chat..and i noe im so sleepi..oni hai zi de die tok to me..im so argz.. nvm.. =)much loves- kat[think im too stress]
♥remembered yesterday @ 2:50 AM
Saturday, September 10, 2005 ♥
i cant wake up this morning as i've promised pingz i'll meet her at 8..sorie dear.. and u had to study alone at this cold n sickly library..and now, we're here again.. at this conspicous corner of the library..i juz cant seem to concentrate..pls throw away this laptop so i can focus..i've no time to waste n here im wasting my time away..so.. i shall blog again SOON.
♥remembered yesterday @ 1:13 PM
Thursday, September 08, 2005 ♥
increased dengue fever cases..so scary..Dr ling is so suspicious of himself cos he's feeling feverish..i juz dun understand y Dr kelvin goh n rohana is trying so hard to match make me..haha.. i dun wanna noe Dr yee or Dr ooi..they're all kinds too mature for me..haha.. so funnie they 2..juz makes me wanna luff wen working wif em.dats nice..anyway.. im so sick n tire these days..working n mugging so hard..but i've got so much nice frens ard..n next week is my last week of hardwork b4 i slack again..sian half..n yest reminded me of some bad thing..got one pretty gal came to buy postinor..a poison dat eaten le 99% wont conceive de, cos of unprotected sex..see her so pretty but do this kind of thing.. haiz..i advise her use condom, thou 95% safe oni.. hahaok lah.. im not so mean..wahaha..i miss minshan. she hasn been toking to me for months..she's so mean..and pingz.. nv wake me up from my slp..lemme slp n slp n slp.. im gonna flunk my exams..shit.. this is shit..im not in a rush..relax.. slowly look ard first..18 is still so young..but i muz get married by 23, i dun care.. hmmph!! *winkz*
♥remembered yesterday @ 11:54 PM
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演唱:柯有伦柯有伦-零从来不相信我的世界可以有多完美痛苦寂寞还有一些疲惫不允许他人随意进入我的零度空间宁愿孤独懒得再去想谁两个人一起是否只是得到一种安慰挣脱过去然后忘记一切没想过有天我的结局忽然全部改变谁会抓住我的无力双臂怎么会哭谁错谁对为谁抱歉不会再哭谁错谁对为谁憔悴走入零度空间等到一切分裂就算爱的危险我们一起面对来不及的防备没听过的誓言要我怎么学会多了爱的明天走出零度空间终于一切分裂就算爱的很累我却不会后悔放下所有防备一切都无所谓逃出黑暗世界开始新的明天新的明天新的世界
♥remembered yesterday @ 11:48 PM
Wednesday, September 07, 2005 ♥
afternoon all this is
huang ping, the guest blogger today :]
anyway kat, me and sharon are stuck here in NP mugging for the coming exams next week. how sad can that be sighs. i hope ppl reading this will wish me good luck for the remaining papers cos' i seriously can't make it!
i've not seen dear kathy for centuries years long until like this week? you bet i miss her loads (:
met up at lim bang mac on monday for some studying session which turn out to be damn unproductive and unfruitful and we finally spent
$2.70 to take a cabbie to her house and tata! we miraculously fell asleep. and i wouldnt want to mention the thin, creepy and small
DEAD lizard which laid soundly in her sister's econs text. ahhh disgusting. i bet the lizard wouldnt have dreamt that his entire life fell right to the arms of a econ text.
oh by the way, econs is really a
killer subject. i can't seem to pass it since last year :[
and i didn't know poly students mug so hard until recently. heh.
i'm so looking forward to
18 sep haha.
ok i'm going back to my books. god bless me.
p.s i think this seems more like my private entry rather than a guest entry. sorry kat! and i hope you study hard for your paper and stop sleeping around :] don't tire yourself up and best of luck for your papers. hugs, much love.
♥remembered yesterday @ 3:48 PM
Sunday, September 04, 2005 ♥
hmm, im sleepi..im alwiz sleepy.. and dannon says i looked rellie tire..well, is he a eye candy or crush??haha.. i wont tell who is he..not as blatantly as zhe bin who juz announced to de whole world..im not dat _______.he's erm, nice..alwiz listens to my problems and talk to me..accompany him till 6 plus in de morning to complete his sch work..den he ask me out for breakfast.. haha.. so sweet..but i din go, cos im too too tire..but he's still nice..i know dere'll b chances to go out again.. hopefully ba..planned to go k- boxing wif him next week wor.wif some others oso.. =)im excited..i cant wait..i hope i can meet pinzg next week..its been ages n decades since i last saw her..this time im determined..stop spoiling my plans.im afraid of u.. afraid of wad i mite do next.. dun b so nice to me suddenly,i dun deserve this..go away..stay away from my life..
♥remembered yesterday @ 1:30 AM
Friday, September 02, 2005 ♥
im alwiz online, but i din blog..heex.. not purposely de..anyw, i met cyan at bp today..i called out to him..and im so so glad dat he still recognise me..and REMEMBERED my name..im so so happie..i love cyan! he's rellie nice, and still as blur as eva.dats wad i like bout him.. blur n cute..i like cute guys..anyone out dere?hmm, went for tennis, but its raining..on de last day of de module.. yayand de teacher let us off.to think i wasted so long travelling to sch.. =(anyway, i oso forget wad i wanna blog.juz think dat im living a great life now..except mayb juz missing a part of him?de missing prince of kat's..heez.. wen will he appear..im so impatient, i cant wait!!haha.. im excited..anyw i rellie needa study..stop procastinatin.. !!
♥remembered yesterday @ 11:12 PM
