2 more weeks to common test le.
its time to mug hard liao..
hmm. been rellie busy lately,
always sleeping in the early wee hours of the night.
and waking up early next day for lessons.
all my dark n deep eye bags r very obvious le..
*sobzsobz*
im tire tire tire.
i havn been meetin my frens for a long long long time.
i miss them sho much..
i dun even have time for myself.
its good oso.. =)
anyway, all my frens are having BT 2 now.
received my sweetie msg?
hmm, muz jia you k?
work hard and im sure u guys will reap good results de..
GAMBATE ok?
-miss u-




look at the lyrics of this song..
hav a strong feeling towards it..
sometimes it's useful to console urself..
qi shi wo mei na me ai ta..
having fish n chips in sch now.. haha..
i'll get he song up asap.




你有权利情绪化
你不一定要坚强
便有些事情不能伪装
别为自己设了框
我懂失去的悲伤也懂进退的挣扎
但想起过去都是失望
又何必要放不下

是习惯还是爱
不放心还是不甘心
只有你自己知道解答
其实你没有那么爱他
真的不需要那么想他
编织过的梦想自己也可以抵达
谁说一定要有他
其实你没有那么爱他
没有深陷到不可自拔
认清了真心话
你就放得下
深呼吸抬头望
发现天空很宽广
这世界那么大

幸福总会在某个地方
其实你没有那么爱他
真的不需要那么想他
拥有过的计划
留给值得的对象
你知道不会是他
其实你没有那么爱

他没有深陷到不可自拔
认清了真心话你就放得下




i wanna scream to the world how much i love u guys..
tmr we're going to have ourgathering and dinner at fish & co.
im looking forward to it.. really..

anyway, i juz wants friends onli.. nothin more at this point of time..
stop irritating me le..




heh.. havn been blogging for long.
later im goin to eat cheese prata again at bukit timah.
The prata is rellie very very nice..
hmm, im so indecisive, dunno whether to go n hav fish and co.
argz..
i woke up late for sch for 3 days in a row n my daddy gotta fetch me
to sch.. and the jam is so super congested with so many cars..
yup yupz, i sud rellie find time to go apply for my basic theory test
and start on my car learning journey in case i need to nid a long
time to pass.. *tsK tsK*
yupz, im in lect now..
im alwiz sho notti.. =)
haha.. i knew one guy who looks so much like zhe bin..
so many ppl date me go watch initial-d .. hahaha..
haiz..nida do hmk again.. jia you..
i'll c my a51 freaks after ur block test 2 k!
study hard oh..
i'll try to get my tag board up again soon..
sorry for being so "unfriendly" as quoted by zhe bin..
take care.. miss u guys alot.. muackx.




PISCES MAN > > > > >
He is very emotional and always allow himself to be very emotional.
He can have a good night sleep and be in a good mood,
and less than few hours at work he can be very moody.
He does not understand things or try to understand things easily.
If you notice him carefully, you will notice what kind of moods he is in.
He is a thinker and able to do well at work and always succeed.
His normal gestures mean he always look at other people faults,
but he will not talk about it.
He has the ability to know your thought and able to tell you what you are thinking about.
> > > >He can mostly memorize all his anger, his loves.
They are his important secrets and he will keep them to himself and will never let you know.
He is not a very ambition man and careless about his position in society.
Wealth does not drawn his attention, because he is not greedy man and as well he thinks money is not something that will last.
He could be very careless about his future.
He does not like to fight against all odds,
but instead following the stream and make life easier.
Sometimes because he likes to take an easy path, which cause him very unsteady future.
He is kind and slightly lazy, but it is his cute character.
He hates rules and regulations.
He will never look down on people.
He is a polite guy and can be very aggressive when he is mad.
He loves to think that he lives in a beautiful world and surround by nice people,
so if he finds his world is cruel and not what he expects,
he will live in his world instead. His other charm is that >
he is a funny guy, and it is his real weapon.
> >He can tease you and yet make it looks like one of his joke.
Even when he is sad, he still has that funny face,
so you could hardly tell if he is mad or depress.
He likes to hide his feeling and help other people especially those who need friend or lonely.
He will be everything that you want and everything you do not want.
He has a chance to make it as much as a chance to fail.
He can determine to make it work and can do it well, except he tends to lost his energy with other important things, that's how he miss many of his good opportunity.
> > > >He can be happy and content by himself.
What he think is important is not "Love" ,
but firm status and stability. He has plenty of love for you.
He is a good speaker, as much as he is a good listener.
When he is with you, he wants to be happy.
He understand his partner's emotional.
He likes to take a long rest and sometimes being alone. If he needs to be alone, try not to disturb him. He is a sensitive, quiet , shy and easily hurt.
He wants to feel worthy. He can be mad and noisy, but once he calm down, he will be that happy person again. He is not a jealous or possessive guy,
and if he feels jealous he will hide it.
He has many friends of both sex, and he care about his friends.
> > > >He likes to have lots of friends, so you can not get jealous or else you will loose him. He likes beautiful things, so if a pretty woman walk by he will look ,so do not get mad at him knowing this fact. When he is lonely or feeling sad,
be close to comfort him. He does not like to take advice,
so if you want him to listen or to follow your advice, you have to act as a good sample for him first. He likes a cheery and a smart woman.
If you treat him like he is your special person,
then he will be that special person for you.
He will trust you if he is in love,
but try not to over doing it and spoil him too much.
You have to know yourself worth all the time too.




Busy busy busy busy..
im really very busy..
computing is really hard for a pc idiot like me..
nida put in extra efforts..




God of Life(May 3 to June 16)
The hawk-headed god rules a fickle sign - those born under it have roving eyes and a passionate nature. Life for them is finding a series of Mr/Ms Rights, and they have no trouble doing it. For true romantic happiness, you need a very strong, steady type of man/woman who can tame your restless spirit and still give you the excitement you crave.




God of Life(May 3 to June 16)
The hawk-headed god rules a fickle sign - those born under it have roving eyes and a passionate nature. Life for them is finding a series of Mr/Ms Rights, and they have no trouble doing it. For true romantic happiness, you need a very strong, steady type of man/woman who can tame your restless spirit and still give you the excitement you crave.




God of Life(May 3 to June 16)
The hawk-headed god rules a fickle sign - those born under it have roving eyes and a passionate nature. Life for them is finding a series of Mr/Ms Rights, and they have no trouble doing it. For true romantic happiness, you need a very strong, steady type of man/woman who can tame your restless spirit and still give you the excitement you crave.




listen to this song
wo men, by energy..
ady's last album..
i rellie miss his voice..
he sings rellie well, esp ballads..
i hope his back injuries will get better soon.

their last album final fantasy is rellie sad..
if u listen hard to the lyrics..
its very meaningful..

im goin to study now.. nitex..




When a girl looks down,
It means shes uncomfortable.

When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at you with eyes full ofquestions,
She is wondering how long you will be around.

When a GIRL answers "I'm fine" after afew seconds,
She is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday,
She wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL says "I love you",
She means it.

When a GIRL says that she can't live without you,
She has made up her mind that you are her future.

When a GIRL says "I miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more than that

When a GIRL is jealous about other people seeing you more than she does,
its because she loves you and misses you so much




i came hm early upon my mum's request cos we're goin out for dinner..
i dinno wad's de occasion, thinking mayb we're goin out wif others or ?
den while im walking hm, i realised its my mummy's burfday!
*muACKX* happie 44th burfday!
mayb i'll get her smthg tmr..
had a sumptous meal of crabs n fish and stuffs..
4 ppl eating over a hundred bucks...gosh..
n i ate lik a pig..
n *grInZ* i've gained some kilos thanks to dat..
had been eating alot lately..
mayb cos i've freed my mind from doin much thinking..
hmm, juz asked my classmates shane for de pokemon game,
guess i'll b bz wif dat game for at least a few months..
pokemon very childish meh.. its so cute wad..
juz realise dat sheng shong supermarket sell rellie cheap vodka.
haha.. min shan, get wad i mean? =) *wInkX*
yay, its de durian season n i've got lotsa durians at hm..
im becoming a freak.. really..
i think i mite grow out of my clothes..
i guess i feel fat.. mayb JUZ mayb its time to diet..
okiz.. im gonna do my revision now..
lets work hard for our studies everyone..
Gambate oh! =)






if ever u say a dumbo standing at de bus stop outside bb park on fri afternoon,
dats me!
stupid n bored me singing, marching,shouting,walking,screaming,dancing,
juz to wait for my bus..
n i waited for 30 min for de dumb bus..
unucky me got onto de bus n after 10 min, it broke down along bukit timah road...
*sobz sobz*

went to causeway point to hav my dinner yest wif pingz n kok..
bot a nicey nicey high heel shoes which made me look tall!
n went to hav supper wif my family.
reached home late..
watched iron ladies late into de nite..
n finally revised my lect notes..
slept at 2..
*hugz my bolster titex*





i eat wen im hungry,
i sleep wen im really tire..
i feel like im a sleepyhead..
i diet wen i feel im fat..
now im goin to mug cos i feel so guilty..

"love thy neighbour as thyself"




this is my new blog..
nice??
pls do say so..
wanted a cheery n bright background de..
btu cant find any i like..
so i settled on this pic thou its rather sad..
but still its nice!

this is a new beginning..
im determined!

i had a wonderful day yest..
thou de movie wasn exactly to my liking..
my bf is type b..
watch out for mr n mrs smith..
think its gonna b nicer..

i guess i'll b so busy.
having to juggle work n studies too.
n im having 2 jobs..
im a super kathie =)
at least my life is filled wif things to do..
wont b wasting my time sleeping n pigging..

anyway, the cheesecake i made is really nice.
its edible ok..
n it looks quite professional oso hor..
everyone lets gambate.. =)




Message: Love the girl in your heart, not in your mind. If you base your relationship on feelings, it will fail forthere are ups & downs in feelings. Girls are thereto be loved, not toyed around.Love her for who she is. Don't even think aboutchanging any bit about her. 6 billion people in thisworld & 6 billion different personalities.She's special & she will stay that way. Youchange any part of her, you'll change her forever.Don't substitute her for anyone else, she isjust unique in her own ways.Love her whole-heartedly. She sacrificed alot for you so you'd better really treasure her. Shecould have dated a so much more dashing guy intown but she chose you because she loves you.So do not play with her.Like another girl while you're in a relationship? Then it's time you remain singlefor a while. Don't go around breaking girls' hearts,it's the most selfish thing to do.Tell the truth, never hide anything from her. If you want her to tell you everything, do thesame.Don't go calling other girls "honey" or "darling".How would it feel if your girl calls other guys the same way? Be faithful, one is enough.Socialise only when you're single. You socialise &flirt around to get the girl of your dreams. Whenshe's already yours, don't ask for more.It never kills to be romantic. Be flexible. Getting that diamond ring isn't the onlygift for her. Be realistic, she's human & shelives lifejust like you. Something sweet & simple alwaysget the job done.Never promise her that you'll love her foreverbecause your forever might end the next day. Love her as if each day is the last.It isn't good being too well-known to the oppositesex too, it'll give her a sense of insecurity.Remember, INSECURITY.Promise her & make sure you never break thepromise. Swear to her & make sure you live up to your word. Pledge your love to her & her alone.Loving her is giving her your heart to break it buttrusting her not to. Same goes for her, giving u herheart means allowing u to break it and trusting unot to. Instead, she'll cherish it & protect it. Should'nt you do the same thing as well?That's love.Never, ever walk out of her life. She won't just cryher heart out & carry on living as per normal, she'ddie.Winning a girl's heart isn't the final victory. Don'tleave her once you've won her love. Love her all the way till the end of time, love her till marriage, love her till old age, love her till death. If you can love her till the end of time, you've earned the honor & respect for you've truly lovedher.She chose you because she believes that you can fulfil your promise. Win her heart & loveher.




still at home..
rushing for sch soon..
i juz woke up not long ago to bathe..

cos yest nite i reach hm at 8.30 n i din eat n bathe n i slept
all the way till this morning 9.41

actually woke up at 12.42
wanted to online, but i think i beta not
den woke up at 3.02
wanted to online, but i think dere wouldn b ppl
to tok to me either, so i ZZZZzzz again..

so dat means today, i've no sleeping time..
i've to finish all my tutorials n hmk if
i've to go out on sat n sunday which i had to..
but i think i've enuf slp aredi..

i've shrunk to 39 kg again..
this is bad..
i've been eating.. porridge most of the time thou..
so i guess its time to slurp on my fav food on sat.
and to finish de yummy cheesecake by min shan..
guess i'll b fatten up by den.. =)

oh, did i mention bout my lectures n tuts?
hmm i was on med most of de time..
so i feels as if im floating n floating in de lect..
cant rem much of de lect..
i oni rem i floated n my mind rellie wondered..
lik in other dimensions..
seems to b in a swirl thou..
wanted to cry badly..
but im a strong gal...
cos i still got pingz..
thanks alot.. muackx..
n minshan..
miss you.. =)
im sure God can mend a broken heart,
i juz hav to give Him all de pieces.




boo hooz..
im still sick and yet im in sch attending lecture now..
basically, im online lah.. haha..=)

pingz and mei ping are coming to study, so later,
dere'll b time to gossip..*winkX*

and i'll b gettin my fav cheesecake from min shan later for my burfday!
yayz.. im sho sho excited..

hmm, im feeling so sleepy, but i've gotta concentrate on de lect now..
cya.. bubbaix blog..
muackx..

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