If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him..
If u Don't, he says ur SUPLADA.
If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LUREhim;
If u Don't, he says ur BADUY.
If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS
If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.
If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;
If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.
If u don't make love with him, he says u don'tLove him;
If u do!! he says ur EASY.
If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u areTROUBLESOME;
If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.
If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.
If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannotbe TRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.
If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;
If he SMOKES, "it's part of manhood".
If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.
If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE so hardto please.
If u send this to guys, they will swear thatit'snottrue...but if u don't, they say u are selfish...The moral of the story is......-----i oso duno----- u ownself tink ba-----





A story that will make u Cry :(

tell your girlfriend/boyfriend how much they mean to you and how much you love them. You'll never know... this might be the last time.........Chinie is a typical college girl who enjoys life tothe fullest. She loves her boyfriend so much and texts him every now and then.JM is Chinie's boyfriend who works in a call center in Ortigas. He's always busy doing so manythings. He only manage to reply to Chinie's texts when he got off from work.One time JM receive a message from Chinie:"hi baby! how r u? miss u! call me when u come home k?! tc! lovu!"JM ignored the message because he always receive the same message whenever it is timeforhim to go home from work."baby,i miss u already! did u eat yet?! take care when u go home! ill be w8ing 4 ur call. lovu!""baby,where r u?! u're not replying to my msg. well,ill b here w8ing for ur call! lovu!"JM reaches home and lay on his bed. The last time he knew is tha he's reading Chinie's text.He was so tired he fall asleep and wasn't able to return Chinie's call. He can still hear his phonebeeps but he's too tired to take a glimpse on the message.When he woke up the next day, he remember that he needs to call Chinie. He ignored the messages and dialed Chinie's #. No one's answering in herhouse. He called up her cellphone and he was surprised that her father answered the call. In his voice you can feel his tears and hear his heart tearing apart."JM,why'd u call just now? Chinie's been waiting for u!""Dad sorry.i was tired so i fell asleep.i called at home but noone answered.wher are u now?.""just wait for us at home"JM went to Chinie's house and much to his surprised he saw a lot of people inside. The house were so lighted but you can see the gloom onevery person you'll meet there. He was greeted by Chinie's mom on tears. She hug him tight and cried on his shoulders."Chinie was waiting for u. she didnt go out with us coz she was waiting for ur call. she was killed las night by some robbers who came in here. she's gone JM, she's gone""Ma,Chinie texted me last night..how could that have happened?!"JM can't look who's inside the coffin. He can'tmove and it feels like his whole body is stuckedonthe chair his seating. He wanted to cry but it seems that something is blocking his tears tofalldown. He turn to his phone and read the messages of Chinie."baby, ill be w8ing for u to call. i wont go out with dad anymore!""baby, im scared. i think theres som1 downstairs. pls call me already!""baby, theyre here. wut f they kill me.pls call me. baby where r u? i need you here now. please baby i can hear them come...""baby.... i love you!..."He wanted to shout and cry so loud. It's true that Chinie is waiting for his call. Up to her last breath she only thinks about him.He stare at Chinie inside the coffin. Suddenlytears starts flowing down his cheeks. He can't say anything. The only words he uttered..."My baby, i'm so sorry! I could have known, i could have fight for you! i'm really sorry! I love you so much!"





im troubled AGAIN.my heart doesn wants to leave sajc, but my mind wants me to get on wif my life.i had to. i hav no choice now.im to make a decision. which im juz pushing my time. i need help. serious help!i've been dreading having to think of leavin my class and my dearest frens dere, including pingz. whom i've hanged on and super glued to for the past few yrs. Almost everyday i get to see her, but not now anymore.she'll hav her life and i'll hav mine.i know this had to happen. we'll lead our lifes separately one day, and which is wad i hates most. i dun wan dat day to come. i hate leaving my friends and being alone. i disliked dat feeling, i even think dat feeling is disgusting! y would anyone hav no friends. i think dats very pathetic.and dat's me. soon to b i believed.but i still hav to step into the next phrase of my life. and now dat i've to decide, it concerns my future. For now, i juz pray everything is goin to b smooth for me next yr. i rellie hope so. and one more impt thing. i miss rich so much. tataz..........





spent another day rotting at home le.this is life hah. believing rottin is also art in which one has to master.and this is how u feel. i absolutely has no idea how u endured all these. and how i managed to passed time, by staring into air? talking to air, opening my drawer den closing it and repeating it lik 20 times? looking at the mirror? combing my hair lik every 5 min?and showering for like eternity as if dere's alwiz time.dere's too much time.juz like nw, im wasting my time by writing a whole load of bull shit.okiz. im gonna go on a job hunting spree. and i gonna wake up early tmr, lik 10am? it seem almost impossible. i stumbled awake today, oni to find out its aredi 1 pm on my phone.and from den on, look and stared hard at my fone for like hours? waiting for ppl to sms me? i seem so pathetic leh. sob sobz.but luckily, i've got plans for thursday. im gonna poly lect crashing. anyone interested pls register here. thanks alot!aft dat gonna meet my dearest XIAO HUI le. i miss the ulu gang gerz so much. we gonna take lots of pics le.haha. im missing so much on eir lifes.and soon my daddy is goin to thailand le. nv bring me along. Luckily we din went to Phuket, cos my irritating dearest younger sister kp nagging at my parents to go this december de. luckily we couldn booked any plane tix, dats y its brought forward to Lunar new yr le. anybody got things wanna me help to buy? i guess dere aint lots of nice stuffs to buy dere. but nevertheless im goin on a thailand shopping spree le. YES! and i swear im not goin to stick and sleep wif my ah ma. i rather slp wif my irritating sister den her. boo boo, i know im super bad. but u cant blame me. u can ask we 3 sisters, no one rellie likes her. i oni like my popo.. i LOVE her. she's such a nice and adoring granny, and im goin to visit her soon. i felt so bad not visiting her often.hope she's happie wif her outings. heyoz. anyone is interested in modelling? dere's this guy who kps pestering me bout it. i can help intro if u want. but im not too sure bout any of their agreements or wadever.dere's this news bout the earthquake goin on and on. i wonder how's he now? Is he affected? im gonna pray and pray even harder for him and for all the victims. Its a bad disaster. This yr is definitely bad. Bad Bad Bad yr. okiz. after hearing so much of mee-c stuffs from ming kai, im even more interested to become a nurse liao. b a kinky nurse. haha. but im juz afraid of all the brain juice and broken fingers and stuffs yah? heez.. *gRiNz* anyone interested to join? Do i hav the look? tell me more tell me more ok guys?? pls. i rellie need ur comments on this. im super interested to know lah. okiz. i gonna read my childish, kiddish R.L Stine books which i bot like duno how many yrs ago. any way i hav to say dat day i went to MNG sale and bout an off shoulder milky top dat's super nice! i Love it so much. okiz. lah. dun make u peeps jealous le. cya den. i miss all of u. sms me wenever u're free or not free k? im getting sickz.





so fast, 2005 is approaching very very soon.and i still hav no idea wad m i goin to do. but im sure im making a very very serious decision of my life.i cant get to slp these few days. mayb cos i've turned nocturnal? haha. im serious.i alwiz hav problems getting to slp, den no choice waking up oni ard 2 plus in the afternoon.i've got no hmk to do. i rellie wonder if im supposed to b happie or sad.im confused!im idling ard everyday lik some idiot. i hope im not becoming senile or wad??i wanna go out on 31st of dec? anyone free? i dun wanna stay at home and feel lik a caged bird anymore. i wanna stay out!im super super bored at home. no one to talk to on the phone, no one to go out wif. everyone's rushing on their holiday assignment. and soon wen i find my job, i'll b real busy oso le.im crazy im crazy im crazy.y is everyone so busy?





i juz reached home not so long ago.had a packed and exciting day yest. woke up early yest morning feeling supa excited to go k-box wif min shan, sharon, yean ling and wanting.sang and sang and sang. erm, i din sang much lah. juz a few songs oni. BUT min shan sang alot. and one thing is certain, her voice is very powerful lor. dats for sure. and nice too! as if she went for lessons. but she's a choir member mah. heehee.den after dat meet my sick dearie ping ping for class bbq! YAYZ. finally the big day arrives. dere's very little ppl lor. ard 12 lidat oni. but its been the most successful one eva le.we reached the chalet oni at ard 5 plus. and den its time for us to start the fire.me and pingz being the laziest queens on earth, we stayed inside the nice and comfy room taking lots of pretty pics. haha but we soon went out to help wif the EATING!! well well but i did bbq some rellie nice honeyed sausages and hotdogs, my proud contribution for dat nite. haha.its rellie shiny and nice lah. and i ate alot of hotdogs.and dere was lots of seafood bought by pingz dey all. cos initially not enough food de.and halfway thru we sang a burfday song for wanting. wif a nice pandan burfday cake!its so sweet.and soon after, leon left to meet his japanese gf. haha not sure if its true.well, abby oso came. and we continued to eat and eat and bbq and bbq and take pic and take pic and gossip and gossip and talk and talk. dat's practically wad we do all nite. until boo came to surprise us.she lives nearby. was so happie to see her ard. and one more thing to add, i was bitten by a bug wen i went to wash my oily hands. it was super pain lah, and i cried, cos my leg felt lik it was stinging and dere was blood coming out. i had to rush to the toilet to wash my leg and put on a plaster. and from den on the stinging sensation was dere for lik 2 hours? so afraid dat my feet would swell up. cos we dunno if its some poisonous bug. thanks meng hui for ur plaster! after some rest, went out to play wif em againand we were picking some cards to c who has got the biggest and shall go into a dark house to explore. its not exactly a dark house but the backyard of a eerie house and to take its pic.i gotten a king which meant i had to go in.haiz went to walk wif abby and initially we were screaming lik mad, trying to make them let us off juz lidat. but they are so cold blooded. we walk slowly and carefully holding hands tightly, it was relli very dark and eerie. den i quickly took a pic and we walk out very fast. luckily dere was noting haunting. den wanting pingz alvin and smily were to go in. but wantign and smily claimed they saw someone or rather something. and wanting was almost in tears. smily is so scare oso. and tehy pulled me in to joined them. we walked back to the back yard again and walk slowly to take photots at the back yard oni to b scared off by smily. and wen we walk further in, wanting saw teh frangipani tree and starting screaming, alvin said the floor has got holes and to b careful. den wanting and smily ran off like some super atheles. haha. screamign lik mad. oni me and alvin and pingz walk back slowly thinking wads wrong wif them. after dat went too boo's house to stay overnight.and in the morning woke up to meet jackie kok hsien and amy for bowling. den after dat calleddal dal out too and went for a gathering!!its so fun and we took rellie alot of pics.





bla bla bla. dunno y after i quit my job i cant get to sleep in the night. having insomia le. alwiz get up in the middle of the night ard 3 am den forced myself to get back to sleep. i rellie am very tire.esp my legs, but its hard to fall asleep.hmm today forced my self to wake up late, but i still tremble up in fright by 9 am. meetin js and fion dey all at 1pm but i got up so early. so i decided to hav a very simple and diet meal which is plain porridge. but god knows, the porridge i cooked tastes like rock. think i din put enough water. it rellie doesn taste very nice. and i threw it away. yuckz.i pity my future husband. sorry yah. went out wif my ma to eat lunch aft dat cos at home nothin to eat le and guess wad, i actually saw gary at yew tee food court leh. he's a changed man. still look as skinny as ever. but his dyed hair rellie looks quite good. i rellie look lik ah lian arh? i very sad leh. i not purposely de. dun make me sad le. and wad's more is dat i went to make an extra purple extension which i discretly ask the hairdresser to hide it into my hair. i wonder y i did it in the first place, but its still quite visible IF i let down my UGLY and DRY hair. looks like one big lump of wire leh.[as said by my ah pa] den after dat they came my hse to watch the seed of chucky, thanks to sandra's dvd. thanks alot gal. thou the movie was rather R-A. haha. it's quite pervertic, din expect chucky to become such a colour wolf and disgusting doll. yuckz. its not very worth it to go to the cinema for it guys! i still hav js's dvd wif me. mean girls and soem freaky friday de. tot i'll catch it since im havin insomia. anyway tmr's the big day for A51 class bbq thou i heard dere wasn much ppl goin. im sad lor. my last class outing le and yet they nv go. cant take pics wif them le. they'll regret de. dun hav a chance to take wif cutie kathie kat. hmmph! anyway gtg bathe le. i wonder how m i gonna shower wif my purple extension, hmm i need to analyse le.. tataz.. take care. love u guys. muackz.





im thinkin bout this right now. whilst all of u are back in sch studying, i hav to work.wad hav i been doin for the past yr?im juz simply wasting my time. goin out gossiping.but did i really study? did i study at all? i forgot bout all dat.the moment i know i got retained, i know i've lost my goal in life. and wad i wan. i've lost my friends and my loved ones.i've lost track of my life.im not in control anymore.i juz felt dat im being left out by the world, by everyone.. being abandoned.this is retribution, for not being a good gal and studying hard. i really admire those who hav the courage to stay on.cos i doesn possess the courage as u guys, to persevere on.i know u guys can make it some how. juz lik wad mr pun had said, katherine lacks perseverance and determination. and dat's me. y not juz let me die in my sleep?i dun mind. i rellie dun mind.sliting the wrists rellie isn a good idea of comiting suicide cos i dun hav the courage, den some more die so ugly. *typical kat* die also wan to die pretty. Life hurts.





i guess u guys sud learn bout the ramen treat yest from pingz's blog le ba.it was fun thou. so i shall cont wif my shoppin spree today. wasn exactly a big one thou. juz spent bout near 100 bucks on stuffs. including a few tops and one nicee skirt! yayz. im still gonna buy a nice necklace and ring for myself.today jie sung's agent rang her up and got us job again. no nid to find le. haha.went to orchard to meet fion and was 40 min late and she was fuming mad at me oni.so bias.but she oni pretend dat kind de.all of us were clad in black. haha. pretty gals. bleahz. went to eat kfc first b4 goin to shop. walk and walk and washop till my leg was breaking. but it was rather fun cos i manage to get lots of pretty clothes. and wen we went to surfbabes, we saw sharon's sis. she's so different from sharon lah. totally doesn seem lik from the same family. she doesn look really friendly thou. cos she doesn know us mah.den aft wad seems lik hours de, went to bugis to start on our next shoppin spree. well it is good exercise for our legs too. and our fats. cos we get to burn away some of them. thou it isn weekends, but orchard is still so crowded.im waiting for the next shopping spree again.lookin forward to it.but gonna earn more money first. thou i din spend much. hope i can get some massage machine or chair for my popo.shop and shop till 8 plus den went home leh. but im quite happie.aft dat took bus home wif fion. it was a long trip. and had to think of lots of things. time is passing reallie fast.





lala, todae was a long and tiring day.woke up feeling so excited to go bake cookie at fion's da yi house.well, the cookie was rather sucessful but i certainly wait a long long time for her aunt to help her cut her hair which was lik disasterous. cut one hair need 2 hours de wor.aft dat went to jurong point for a while to walk, but the place was obviously so crowded dere was hardly any air to breathe. had to get out of there, cos wasn in a shape to face the crowd dere.too much hustle and bustle le lah. cant get use to it after such a long and toot toot time in the factory, being rather used to being auntie le lah. super kiasu and stuffs. wanna go out wif pingz and kok tmr de, but dunno if pingz can make it not. wanna go eat ramen. hmm if cant go den hav to stay home and rot le lah.feeling so bored. finally can rest and play le, but no one to pei me. all of my friends are so busy, i guess this is retribution. ok. luff all u wan. u mite think i deserve it and u're laughing so happily at me, but im not afraid cos i still go bubbles and buttercup. bleahz.im super angry le lah. tot of lots of stuffs..im getting rather used to things. and alwiz thinking of the future. but den to think of it again, wad if something happened to me and i cant live lik wad i wan the future to b? so sud i do it now or later? if not it'll nv happen le. will this happen to me?this yr hasn exactly been a very nice one. i seriously hope next yr would b a better one for all of us.i really mean all of us, including the world and all my friends b it my enemy or not-so-good friends.hope things goes well for me.and i'll not think of the bad memories le, even thou some are fond memories,but it will still link back to bad ones de.. =(





today i end work officially.its tough havin to go thru the 9.5 hours of work to end my day.but i finally got thru it. heh, im tough aint i? but sadly my leader, ham cried wen we were leaving.we're so touched. This is the first time we only stayed for one month and ppl were treating us so nicee. im so Gan Dong.And even the china guys dere were so amused by us, and ask us to return dere next time if we were to find jobs. wow. they're so welcoming.but im rellie super happie dat i finally can hav a good rest. met pingz after work for dinner. and went to eat our fav kfc buddy meal. her hair super straight lor. made me so envious i wanna dash to the salon right away to rebond le nahz. But haha, im goin to dye my hair tmr le. yayz!pingz gonna pei me go dye my hair. den mayb lai lai gonna rebond hair with me too.. Yayz. but i think im spending way too much money le lahz. im goi nto b broke soon. ok. im gonna find work real soon. SIANZ. first time in 5 weeks i feel so happie. cos tmr no nid wake up early to go work le. but i'll rellie miss Ham alot de de, and linda and nana and xiao juan and all of them. they're super nicee. and last of all, i hav time for my friends now. Now dat im single and VERY available, haha, im super available 24 hours a day. feel free to gimme a call cos i got free incoming. wahahaha..this promotion oni goes on till i find my next job oh.so quick hurry and grab this chance!=) anyway my dear friends do b careful wen u get out on the roads k and dun wonder ard too late in the night, u nv know wad mite get u. this pingz will know. *winkz* i love u guyz.. muackz.. esp pingz, laiz, kok, dal, jackie and amy.. muackz..





counting down to my last day of work le. yea! life is so good. i've got so many events coming up. haha. so excited.im trying to find lots of things to dl to my phone. super happie.im too excited to write. having a meeting wif kokie and pingz at the moment regarding the sentosa outing.. hohoho.. merry christmas.





im getting my pay tmr le..and i've got lots of things to buy.dunno where to start from thou.im so sick and tire of my job. im quitting next week so i can enjoy with my dearest friends..miss me lots yah? sorry i too busy wif work. i promise i'll join ur very very soon. gimme one week..i miss u guys alot lah.cant help fallin asleep wen im working..i rellie hate working xia...i still enjoy my previous life where i can do wadever i wan.. and studying is rellie beta den working. my fingers are all peeling le.. poor me.=( i lost weight again lost 1 more kg le.. im becoming bones. and oopx.. i havn bathe yet.. i shall go bathe now le.. i'll try to blog again real soon.. enjoy the hols and christmas season.. its wonderful!!

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