today i went back to the starthub shop to return my charger and battery.den got this super duper shuai guy dere.he's beend there since yest.he work dere de. at west mall outside the starhub shop.his hair high light golden de. rellie shuai.cant help take a few looks at him. suddenly wen i left the shop, i realise im single. i can afford to look at guys.. weet-u-weet.. =) y m i so happie? did i forced myself. juz now at work received a super insulting sms. damn pissed off.. stopped work and day dream for 1and half hour cos of dat..im angry..i dunno is it angry or sad.. im so irritated... i hate life.. i miss my friends. i need my friends.. onli my friends would wan me. sobz. anyway i changed my no. le. its 98560245.. juz signed yest de.. feel free to sms me k? send me ur pretty pic or wadever too.





today din hav ot cos.. i work too fast le lah.. no stock for me to clear today.. hafta wait till tmr den hav things to do..until 8pm oh.. super happie dat fion is doin wif me or i'll b bored to death.. my workplace got one little sparrow and 2 eunuch leh.. den me n fion become the palace maids..too bored dat we came up wif this story..the ppl from the new dept are very very nice..offer us things to eat and can slack anytime de...but today we went back le cos we do finish the things dere.. hav to wait for the stock again.. made me hav headache doin the new models of rubber.. my head is realliy spinning.. lucky today no ot.. and on sunday will b my off day.. and monday and tue no ot for me cos fion will b at her mentoring camp.. leaving me all alone to work.. sob sobz.. but i still got friends dere at the place lah.. went to west mall to buy smthg and guess who we saw.XIAOJUAN.. one of the gals at the workplace.. she from china de lah..but she super cute. tok lik little kid lidat..den today she din wan to do ot cos wanna go watch movie wif her bf and haha.. got caught by us.. super funny..im super duper tire.. i hate working and studying lor.. i dunno wad i reallie wan in my life.. suddenly realise dat i sud find myself some comfortable positions and place so dat i can work happily.. if not life is reallie very sad. cant enjoy and alwiz so miserable de.. i miss my friends and i miss my carefree life.. sobz.. but no $ cannot do much things.. christmas cuming wor..gonna buy lots of nice clothes and presents to make my self happie.. haha.. im crazy.. =) *gRiNz*





i love the midi so much! its so holds a very important meaning for me.. so so so important.. nevermind if u dun remember it.
lai lai, u havn rebond ur hair? we'll go tog if u wan ok? but i hafta wait till i go dye my hair first and after dat muz wait one month, if not hair will explode.i miss you lots rellie..i miss all the apple and the apple days..where we alwiz quarrel wif the trainers!! *grinZ*
im rellie very very sorry kokie..never spend ur burfday wif me you muz b damn sad rite? and its been a rellie long long time since we go play badminton le. very very soon in 3 weeks time k? i'll b quiting and we can go thrash Aaron again le! im so excited.. and there's bowling too oh.miss me mah?
and jackie jackie.. u very busy at Han's?? i'l try very hard to find one day to visit u and shun bian let u serve me.. haha. im a freak!
and pingoz pingoz.. long time nv see u le wor.. miss u so much so much.. gonna rebond hair? den apple teamn will hav alot of pretty gals le.. wahahaha.. anyway we're already very pretty le.. oopx.. muz take lots of pics wif me on ur digicam hor!
to everyone out dere.. esp my friends who cared so much bout me.. lik Sharon, jie sung,min shan, cyan and all those whom i nv list out.. take good care and all the best.. christmas is coming le oh.. whoever wans a christmas card can pls leave ur add for me?i gonna send cards to alot alot of ppl wor.. juz dat i dun hav the address..
and to richard who's sleeping at the moment.. erm, i dunno wad to say anyway.. juz hope u rellie take good care of urself.rellie.

hmm.. i dunno y.. i juz think dat this midi is damn touching.. to those who hav seen the mv.. sure cry.. even eugene oso cry..oopz.. yah if only dere's such love everywhere in the whole world. den the world will b a very nice place to live in.. doesnt it? but i know i still hav the love of many friends..and i love all of u too.. yuckz.. so mushy..
ok anyway i shall cont wif today's encounter.. juz now went for dinner wif jie sung and fiona.. haha no nid to guess of cos dere's a little gossip session goin on lah.. manage to keep up wif one and other's life and work and at the same time fill our stomach.. having been eating properly since work started. and i've gone down 1kg again.. well not yet reach my target..still some kg to shed.afterdat went to walk ard to look for phone models and etc.. gonna go on shopping spree after payday le.. yea! anyway i rellie love to see ppl tagging.. pls do cont to tag wadever is on ur mind k? im so excited wenever i come up to c ppl's tag.. super happie.. thanks alot.. =) do take care everyone.. tataz..yupz and to add.. my drown fone had been revived by me this very "qualified" apple no.5.. do bombard me wif smses k? cos work is so slack and im so lazy to do work but to sms.. *grInz* yah.. my no. is 98859752.. no prankcalls pls.. though i often play em.. yupz.. smilez alwiz.





today din work ot..wanna get home to hav a good rest.while i was doin my job, i alwiz get to daydream and think of lots of things.realli alot alot of things.believe me.i dream practically from 8 to 530.today wasn an exception.i had thought of wad to write.but things change so quickly..initially this was wad i intended to blog..

deAr diary.. today i can finally get to meet rich le..he's so sweet.. wanna send me home from work..i feel so blessed and XING FU!! reallie..and i keep dreaming bout stuffs dat i'll do and say to him..i rellie feel dat i'll be the happiest woman on earth today..after so long of not meeting each other..i really tot of lots and lots of things..

but things were not to be.. it turn out this way..

work is finally coming to an end..i can finally get to meet my dear rich..so i went to the toilet wif fion..and who knows my stupid phone drop onto the floor spilled wif water..and got drowned in water..my mood all spoilt..the phone cant b switched on.i juz got it back one day ago..wad bad luck..den i went to catch a bus to meet rich at bb interchange..dunno y today super duper many ppl..missed the bus.hafta wait for the next one.i was so anxious.afraid dat rich would b waiting long cos i told him not to b late..and wen i reached interchange.he's not dere YET. had to use fion's phone to msg him..he's still at je.im late and he's even later.im tire already.very very tire.den he came.and we went to take bus.juz to go home.dere was silence almost all the journey back home.i had to start talking and telling bout my stupid encounters.which apparently din made him any more willing to speak up and tok to me.i wonder y.i tot i sud b feeling so xing fu.i asked myself. is this the XING FU i wan?.walking along the stretch of road back. the time seems to pass very fast.i alwiz tot it takes me a very long long time to walk home from dere.but todae it seems lik 5 secs.he turned his back and went on his way home..silence? wad does silence and uninterested response means? i look at his back view..gettin smaller and smaller and tinier.. away from me..and i tot of some quotes.. b glad dat he crosses my path. sunsets are the saddest scenaries wen u watch them alone.. its true.. i wonder why the things i alwiz tot of aint coming true..wad's the underlying meaning of this? i reallie tot things would b different.. and yet this is not the difference i wan..im sorry everyone.. i sudn b writing all these.. i feel these are so personal, i sud hav juz kept in in my diary.

Anyway but dere's something else.. todae is kok hsien's burfday!
happie burfday to u. happie burfday to u. happie burfday to kokie..
happie burfday to u!!
im rellie sorry i couldn b dere to celebrate wif u.i'll make it up k?
i hope u'll rellie enjoy this day!=)


and one last thing..this song on my blog means so much to me.. i hope u know wad i mean..if u dun..pls tell me..dun guess le..





iF ê PerSon u LoVe stoPs LovIng U, CovEr uR eaRs coZ iF u cLoSes uR eYeS, LoVe tuRns inTo a TeaRdRop taT RemaIns iN uR HeaRt ForEveR....
PeOpLe mAy NoT rEmEmBeR ExAcTlY wHaT YoU dId Or wHaT YoU sAiD, BuT tHeY WiLl aLwAyS ReMeMbEr hOw YoU mAdE ThEm fEeL....
i'LL will b there tiLL thE staRs dont ShinE ,TiLL thE heaVens buRst And whEn wOrdS donT rhYmE.....anD when i diE ,u'LL b on my minD cOz i LuV u AlwAyS...
PeOpLe WaLk iN aNd oUt yOuR LiFe,sOmE LiVe bEhInD vErY mEmOrAbLe FoOtPrInTz,dUn bE sAd wHeN sUm1 LeFt uR pAtH,B gLaD tT ThEy oNcE cRoSs yOuR LiFe..
MaNy Of LFe'S FaLuReS R PpL hU Dd n0T REaLZe h0w cL0sE tHeY WeRe 2 SuCCeSs WeN ThEy GaVe Up...
We HaVe BeEn 1NcE 2gEthEr , bUt y CaN'T wE Be 4eVa? y? I nEvEr ThOuGhT IT wOuLd EnD So SoOn...sobZ...WeN u'Re n BaD TmEs n LfE bEcUmS n0t W0rTh LvnG 4 ....t'S aLwAeS Gd 2 NoE DaT uR FrEnZ R aLwAeS ThErE 4 u ...SuPp0RtnG U ThRoUgH uPs n d0wNS...
DesTiNy is NoT A maTTer Of ChAnCe, it is A maTTer of ChOiCe; It iS nOt A ThInG tO Be wAiTed FoR, buT A ThINg To Be AcHiEvED....
BeIng lOvEd bY SuM 1 u DuN LiKe iS IrrItAtIng, LuViNg SuM hU DoN'T lIkE u Is TrAgIcAl, LuViNg tHe 1 Hu LuVeS u Is A dReAm....
LfE z ALL aBT MaKnG e RtE Ch0cEs N mAkNG e RtE FrEnZ ...U Ch00sE Ur 0wN DeStnY......WhY cAn'T oUr ReLaTiOnShIp bE JuZ lIkE a kEyBoArD CoZ U & I aRe aLwAeS tOgEtHeR....fAlLiNg iN LuV iS JuZ lIkE pLaYiNg tHe PiAnO... 1St u PlAy bY tHe RuLes DeN u pLaY By YoUr hEaRt...
wEn LuV sEeMs LiKe a BuRdEn.. n NoT sUmThIng wOrTh sAcRiFiCiNg 1's hEaRt 4... dUn Gif uP... CuZ tHERe WiLl AlWaEs b DaT sUm1 Tt cArEs...
A frEn Is sUm1 WhO kNoWs ThE sOng In uR hEaRt aNd cAn SiNg iT BaCk 2 u WhEn u HaF fOrGoTtEn ThE wOrDs......
SoMe pEoPlE CoMe iNtO OuR lIvEs aNd qUiCkLy Go. SoMe sTaY fOr AwHiLe n LeAvE fOoTpRiNts oN oUr hEaRts. N wE ArE nEvEr, EvEr tHe SaMe...
LuV s LkE SuNsHnE AfTeR ThE RaN DaT BrIgHTeNs EVeR0nE's LfE...
IF I hAd e LeTtErS HRT, I cAn AdD EA 2 gEt a HEART oR U 2 gEt HURT. BuT I wOuLd rAtHeR ChOoSe U n GeT HURT dEn HaF a HEART wItHoUt U....
If u LoVe sUm1 PuT ThEiR nAmEs iN A cIrClE iNsTeAd Of A HeArT cOz a HeArTs cAn bE BrOkEn bUt CiRcLeS gO oN FoReVeR.....
HeRe aNd nOw, wAnA B tHe 1 fOr U,wiF eVerythiNG U 1 mE tO..cOs i cOuLdn'T LivE wHen wE're aPaRt..
ThE tHiNgS I ReMeMbEr mOsT aBt BeInG iN lUv, iS tHe jOy tT lAsTeD 4 aWhIle, tHe SmIlEs, ThE wAy U hElD Me, n aLl ThE tEaRs i cRiEd 4 dEcIeViNg mE...
I dRoPpEd a TeAr iN ThE oCeAn...... wHeN ThEY fInD iT tHaT's wHeN i'Ll sToP lOvInG yOu.......
If AlL mY fReNz jUmPeD oFf A bRidGe I wOuLdN't... i WoUlD bE At tHe bOtToM tO cAtCh tHeM...
iF I Am tHeRe tO sEe ThE wOrLd EnD... I wIlL StAnD fIrM If yOuR HaNd iS In mInE....LuV tHoUgHtS oF TeNdErNeSs, tRiEd In tEmPtAtIoN, sTrEnGtHeNeD bY DiStReSs, uNmOvEd bY AbSeNcE, yEt MoRe tHeN aLl UnTiReD bY tIme...n ThE MeM0rY U'LL fnD M...EyEs BuRnnG Up...ThE DaRkNeSs H0LdnG M tgHtLy...
UnTi ThE SuN RsEs Up....I cRy 4 ThE tImEs yOu WeRe AlMoSt mInE... i CrY fOr ThE mEmOrIeS yOu lEfT bEhInd... i CrY foR tHe tImEs i tHoUgHt i HaD U.......
iF u MaKe a MoVe, u RiSk FaIlUrE. bUt iF u NvR mAkE a mOvE U RiSk lEtTiNg tHe lOvE oF Ur LiFe wAlk RiTe oN bY eVeRy sEcOnD u dElAy...
lOvE iS nOt hOw i fOrgEt..bUt hOw i fOrgiF..nOt hOw i LiStEn..bUt hOw i uNdErsTanD..nOt wAt i sEe.. bUt wAt i fEeL..nOt hOw i lEt u gO..bUt hOw i hOlD oN..
LUrVe iS LiKe sAnD tO mI.... I heLd iT iN mY hAnDs aNd yEt iT SlipPeD thRouGh mY FinGerS...
DuN LeMmE WaLk AlOnE, bCoZ it'S u I WaNnA WaLk wIf. DuN LeMmE FaLl 4 SuM1 ElSe bcOz It'S U I WaNnA FaLl In LuV Wif.......
dO NoT bE eNcHaNtEd bY LoOkS 4 iT WiLl bRiNg U nOtHiNg bUt pAiN... bE eNcHaNtEd bY ThE hEaRt oF A pErsOn N iT WiLl BrInG u eVeRyThInG aBt LuV...
tHeY SaE FaTe wIlL FiNd u LoVe...BuT M i cHaLLeNgInG FaTe 2 FiNd My OwN tRuE lOvE....?
FoLLoWiNg uR HeArT DoesNt aLwAyZ MaKeS SeNsE.. BuT At lEaSt U NoE U'rE WaLkiNg TA RiGhT PaTh....
sAyInG i LoVe yOu iSn'T hArD... bUt sAyInG i LoVe YoU aNd mEaNiNg iT iS....
A kISs s jUz a ksS, Till U fNd De oNe U luV.. A hUg s jUz a hUg, Till ts Wf de oNe Ur tnkn oF.. A DreAm s jUz a DreAm, Till U mAke t cOmE trUe..
LoOk InTo mY EyEs AnD heAR WaD i'm NoT sAYinG , 4 FoR mY eYEs SpEaK LouDeR deN mY VoicE eVeR wILl...
JuZ 1 NiTe in uR DReAmZ WouLD b lIKe SpEnDiNg EtErniTy sTarIng aT tHe fAce oF an aNgEL.............
SuMtiMes we DeSpAIr WhEn é PeRsOn We LuV LeaVeS Us, buT é tRuTh Is, It'S NoT OuR lOss, BuT thEiRs, FoR thEy LeFt é Oni PeRsOn hU wOuLdN't gIf Up On dEm...
e moSt pAinFul thInG iS 2 bE siTtInG riGhT neXt 2 e peRsOn yOu LoVe mOst, bUt nEveR BeIng aBLe 2 lEt tHeM kNoW.......
YoU cAn NeVeR fINd LuV ThrU thE Eye Or EAr, So yOu MuSt TrUst The ONlY ThIng ThaT wiLl NvR faDe tIlL yOu dIe, Ur HeArT......
WaNtInG tO bE wIf U Is Lyk tryInG 2 tOuCh a StAr. I nOe i'Ll NvR aCcOmPlIsh It, BuT i JuZ kEeP oN tRyInG...
A dAiLy ThOugHt, A siLeNt TeAr.. a CoNsTaNt WiSh tT u R nEaR.. WoRdS R fEw but ThOuGhTs R dEeP, MeMoRiEs Of OuR fReNsHiP i'Ll AlWaEs KeEp...
SUm pPl BlIeVe tt HoLdIng oN R SiGnS oF sTrEnGtH. BuT, tHeRe R TiMes In LiFe In whIcH IT TakeS more StReNgTh To Let Go...........
y iS It Tt No MatTeR How MuCh PaIn It endUrEs By HolDInG On, ThE heArT sTiL rEfUsEs To Let Go???
MiSsiNg sUm1 bCuMz EaSiEr EvErYdAE BcOz EvEn ThOuGh U r 1 dAy FuRtHeR Frm e lAsT TiMe U sAw DeM, U R AlSo 1 DaE ClOsEr 2 MeEtInG dEm...
If yOu StAnd In FrOnT Of A MiRrOr wiTh 11 RosEs, YoU'Ll sEe 12 Of ThE mOsT BeAuTiFuL ThINgS In ThE wORlD.....
We Cum 2 LuV Not By finDinG a PeRfEcT PeRsOn, BuT By LeArnInG To SeE aN ImpErFeCt PeRsOn PeRfEcTlY...SuNseTs R MoSt bEautIful wEn u WaTcH iT wIt sOmE1 u LuV, yeT tHeY r E sAdDesT ScEnErY GOD eVa cReAtEd WeN u WaTcH iT aLoNe...ThE GrEaTeSt ThInGs In LiFe ArE nOt ThOse tt caN bE sEeN Or HearD.. But ThOse tT caN Be FeLt By thE hEaRt...






The Origin Of LoveA long time ago, before the world was created and humans set foot on it for the first time, virtues and vices floated around and were bored, not knowing what to do. One day, all the vices and virtues were gathered together and were more bored than ever.Suddenly, Ingenious came up with an idea: "Let's play hide and seek!" All of them liked the idea and immediately Madness shouted: "I want to count, I want to count!" And since nobody was crazy enough to want to seek Madness, all the others agreed.Madness leaned against a tree and started to count: "One, two, three..." As Madness counted the vices and virtues went hiding.Tenderness hung itself on the horn of the moon, Treason hid in a pile of garbage. Fondness curled up between the clouds and Passion went to the centre of the earth. Lie said that it would hide under a stone, but hid at the bottom of the lake, whilst Avarice entered a sack that he ended up breaking.And Madness continued to count: ". .seventy nine, eighty, eighty one..."By this time, all the vices and virtues were already hidden - except Love.For undecided as Love is, he could not decide where to hide. And this should not surprise us, because we all know how difficult it is to hide Love.Madness: "...ninety five, ninety six, ninety seven..."Just when Madness got to one hundred, Love jumped into a rose bush where he hid. And Madness turned around and shouted: "I'm coming I'm coming!"As Madness turned around, Laziness was the first to be found, because Laziness had no energy to hide. Then he spotted Tenderness in the horn of the moon, Lie at the bottom of the lake and Passion at the centre of the earth. One by one, Madness found them all - except Love.Madness was getting desperate, unable to find Love.Envious of Love, Envy whispered to Madness: "You only need to find Love, and Love is hiding in the rose bush."Madness grabbed a wooden pitch fork and stabbed wildly at the rose bush. Madness stabbed and stabbed until a heartbreaking cry made him stop. Love appeared from the rose bush, covering his face with his hands. Between his fingers ran two trickles of blood from his eyes. Madness, so anxious to find Love, had stabbed out Love's eyes with a pitch fork."What have I done! What have I done!" Madness shouted. "I have left you blind! How can I repair it?"And Love answered: "You cannot repair my eyes. But if you want to do something for me, you can be my guide."And so it came about that from that day on, Love is blind and is always accompanied by Madness





Dating vs Marriage
When you are dating ... Farting is never an issue.When you are married ... You make sure there's nothing flammable near your husband at all times. When you are dating ... He holds your hand in public.When you are married ... He flicks your ear in public. When you are dating ... A Single bed for 2 isn't THAT bad.When you are married ... A King size bed feels like an army cot. When you are dating ... You are turned on at the sight of him naked.When you are married ... You think to yourself "Was he ALWAYS this hairy??" When you are dating ... He hugs you, when he walks by you for no reason.When you are married ... He grabs your boob any chance he gets. When you are dating ... You picture the two of you together, growing old together.When you are married ... You wonder who will die first. When you are dating ... Just looking at him makes you feel all"mushy."When you are married ... When you look at him, you want to claw his eyes out. When you are dating ... He knows what the "hamper" is.When you are married ... The floor will suffice as a dirty clothes storage area. When you are dating ... He understands if you "Aren't in the mood."When you are married ... He says "It's your job." When you are dating ... He understands that you have "male" friends.When you are married ... He thinks they are all out to steal you away. When you are dating ... He likes to "discuss" things.When you are married ... He develops a "blank" stare. When you are dating ... He calls you by name.When you are married ... He calls you "Hey" and refers to you when speaking to others as "She".





WHAT DO WOMEN WANT? When I was a young woman, all I wanted was a guy with big muscles. So I dated a muscular guy. He was as strong as Terminator, but he beat up any other guys who would stare at me. I was afraid he would hit me too. So I dumped him when he was in jail. I decided to date a romantic guy. He was so sweet:hesent me flowers every Friday to my office just to ask me out; one time he packed himself into a box as my birthday gift.But he was also romantic to other girls until I found out in a florist that he ordered 5 dozens roses each Friday. It was too late, he already dumped me. So I decided to date a stable guy. He was a "good" man and he had a Ph.D from MIT. But all he talked with me was M/M/1 Queuing theory. I had to dump him because when one day I said I was going to Australia, he said you don't need to go there to buy apples. There's a grocer across the street." After that I decided to date an interesting guy. He was so funny and he was like "George" in TV Steinfield. He made me laugh all time.But later,I couldn't laugh any more. He didn't have a job,nor did he plan to find one.All he did was playing Mahjong and "Cho Dai Di".The worst thing is that we got married. WHAT DO GUYS WANT?When I was in JC, all I wanted was a girl with big boobs. So I dated a girl with big boobs, but there was no passion. So I decided I needed a passionate girl. In University, I dated a passionate girl, but she was too emotional.Everything was an emergency,she cried all the time. So I decided I needed a girl with some stability and I found a very stable girl. But she was so boring, she never got excited about anything. So I decided I needed a girl with some excitement. There, I found an exciting girl, but I couldn't keep up with her.She rushed from one thing to another, never settling on anything. She was directionless. So I decided to find a girl with some ambition. After graduation,I found an ambitious girl and married her. She was so ambitious, she divorced me and took everything I owned. So what do you want? Many times, people just go after what they want their ideal partner to be and they neglect other qualities the person has. Chasing after what you want is never ending and may not come to a good end. So cherish what you have and appreciate what they are. Accept them as they are. Only then, you can learn and love each other better





Words Women Use... FINE ~ This is the word we use at the end of any argument that we feel we are right about but need to shut you up. NEVER use fine to describe how a woman looks. This will cause you to have one of those arguments. FIVE MINUTES ~ This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the trash, so I feel that it's an even trade. NOTHING ~ If you ask her what is wrong and she says NOTHING, this means something and you should be on your toes. NOTHING is usuallyused to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" usually signifies an argument that will last FIVE MINUTES and end with the word FINE. GO AHEAD (with raised eyebrows) ~ This is a dare. One that willresult in a woman getting upset over NOTHING and will end with the word FINE. GO AHEAD (normal eyebrows) ~ This means "I give up" or "do what you want because I don't care." You will get a raised eyebrow "Go ahead" in just a few minutes, followed by NOTHING and FINE and she will talk to you in about FIVE MINUTES when she cools off. LOUD SIGH ~ This is not actually a word, but is still often a verbal statement very misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot at that moment and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over NOTHING. SOFT SIGH ~ Again, not a word, but a verbal statement. "Soft Sighs" are one of the few things that some men actually understand. She is content. Your best bet is to not move or breathe and she will stay content. THAT'S OKAY ~ This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can say to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before paying you retributions for whatever it is that you have done. "That's Okay" is often used with the word "Fine" and used in conjunction with a raised eyebrow "Go ahead." At some point in the near future when she has plotted and planned, you are going to be in some mighty big trouble. PLEASE DO ~ This is not a statement, it is an offer. A woman is giving you the chance to come up with whatever excuse or reason you have for doing whatever it is that you have done. You have a fair chance to tell the truth, so be careful and you shouldn't get a "That's Okay." THANKS ~ A woman is thanking you. Do not faint; just say "you're welcome." THANKS A LOT ~ This is much different from "Thanks." A woman will say, "Thanks A Lot" when she is really ticked off at you. Itsignifies that you have hurt her in some callous way, and will be followed by the "Loud Sigh." Be careful not to ask what is wrong after the "Loud Sigh," as she will only tell you "Nothing."


er.. i dun speak english too much, so haha..





Today is sunday! tmr is Hari Raya! i still got overtime..nvm the pay is good.. tmr 's pay is 106 bucks.. wow..im sick.im love sick,home sick, schoolsick!i finally realise i still prefer sch life den working life.imagine the whole day sitting down plucking at some black thingy..i hate dat..but my ma seems happie..every early morning wake up to go to work has been a routine and counting down of the time to b dismissed!rich is in one small little place in malaysia? dat's so so so far away from me! but at least he's in the world.. having a reunion wif his family, after so many months of studying..think its so dangerous in malaysia. you better better take rellie good care k?* hook little finger oh* hmm im in a dilemma.. sud i rebond my hair? i let u guys poll.. haha.. rem to tag oh..i hate my hair to b so supa duper curly!i wan it nice and straight lah.. wad u guys think? and i probably wanna go dye it during dec?my mummy havn come back wif my dinner! im starving! play so much majong nv care bout us de.. and my daddy is some where in thailand.. haiz miss him so much..well not exactly, cos he drives me to work everydae mah.. now hafta take bus.SIANZ..i miss rich. i miss pings.. pingz oso wanna go rebond hair le eh.. wow! i miss kok. i miss laiz.. i wonder how's jackie and his job at Han's. muz go down visit him one day, shall we? where's rich where's rich?? he muz b too happily playing at his home town le lah.. nvm i'll wait.. im so patience.. but its running low..=( anyway i'll b busy too.. haiz.. i mus arrange my time le lahz.. *sobsob* havn been bloggin and online so long. u guys muz hav missed me so much rite? haha.. muackz.. take care and stay happie alwiz ok.. i love all of u !





Today is Deepavali.. wish everyone a happy deepavali! im weird.. haha.. todae was a break for me lik i said..and i went out wif my family.to great world city to shop cos my daddy goin to thailand tmr le..and rich is goin back malaysia le.. im super sad.today went to chanqi for authentic Thai cuisine oh.. its supa delicious! and its quite cheap oso.. well and guess wad, i bought a super mini skirt for juz 40 buckz.. wow! i think im so happie to buy it! and yest wen i was online, a long lost "fren" of mine actually send me a song he sang.. its terribly nice..wif his rock band. u guys sud rem who's derek right? he sent it to me..guess he's reallie a long lost fren of 3 yrs??but he's simply a nice fren to hav.. u guys dun think sideways hor!anyway i reallie hav to go sleep le.. tmr still hafta go to work nehz.. cya.. and i'll miss rich reallie alot alot.. i've got so much things to tell u! but u goin back to ur hometown.. anyway wish u hav a super nice time dere.. enjoy the warmth of ur family!! muackz..





Hmm.. started work yesterday le.its damn easy damn sian and damn sleepy.imagine having to do the same thing thousand times over..wad the hack..haiz nvm lah, wadever at least i still get to sit next to fiona, not lik jie sung and min shan gotten separated from one another..hmm i'll start lookin for another job.. i wanna be a super duper rich gal!well well.. the journey back home from work is very long and during that period of time is after office hours lah, also know as peak hours, so dere's bound to be lots and lots of people yah.. juz lik ANTS.. MAYI!!! hmm had a quarrel wif my ma a few days ago lah.. shant go on to elaborate bout it.. well but its turn out pretty fine after everything was said..thoug my phone was took away.. so pls call my hse k? i'll get one super duper nice, flashy splashy de wen i get my pay ba.. i'll get cut off from the world. but nvm used to it le.. but wad i cant get off my mind is one very important person.well all of u should know who.. and the person u yourself should know ba.. havn been contacting u for 3 days? but dun worry, i'll contact u soon.. things are rellie pretty fine for me. so dun worry too much k? juz take really good care of ur health and stuffs.. keep me inform of all things by mail or wadever..im really dead tire.. very luckily for me, dere's no work for tmr.. so i'll get a break.but seems like i hav a date wif my family.. yup.. but i'll try to get away and spend time wif my beloved rich ok? hope these few days din made u down..i'll tell u everything wen i see u and make things clear ok.. things look really bad the first day..=( but things are fine now!! gonna go dye my hair pretty soon.. gonna seek for some advice first and not rush into things..ok.. i beta log off soon.mite b back later oh.. cya soon.. i love all of u guys.. muackz..=) *gRiNz*





todae is a rotting day lah.. actually was supposed to work todae.. cos the gal called to say we're accepted..but we rejected lah..cos we wan a beta job..i relie hope we can find one soon.. i wanna shop shop shop.. buy handphone n lots of stuffs in this holidays.. i bet the holidays is goin to b a nice one..den after dat wore a veru obiang shirt went to eat lunch wif my mama b4 she go hospital to hav her appointment..was lazin ard at home lah..watchin my korean dramas again.. got time to waste..haiz din study or rehearse for my pw and chinese.. i rellie aint in the mood for dat.. having spilting headache.. guess i tried to sun tan too much le lah..den i made a very very nice dessert for js and sharon..did i spell correctly? haha i think its super nice lah.. i made it all by myself wor.. *clapz clapz* wad a good gal.. i help my ma wash sockz and mop the entire hse eh.. den i cycled my sis out to work.. wow.. i actually did lots of stuffs yah.. and i was super tire le.i think im not suitable to b a maid.. sorry richard..u hafta emply a beta one.. i no strength and energy..yes! im so happie so many ppl are so interested to crash poly lect lah.. shun bian can go n c the shuai ge dere and taste the nice and cheap food.. hmm m i dreaming???im so so excited.. but richard seems sad.. i dunno y.. i dun wan to quarrel wif him lah..hmmph.. pingz kok laiz jackie dal n amy lets go out leh.. if not i no time to pei ur le ur will miss me de i know.. haha.. i miss ur lots too. havn seen ur in a while le.. mus muz muz meet up wor.. dun ps.. =) *grinZ*





todae went to sch to meet mrs helen tan to discuss bout next yr's subject combi..(if i were to retain) .. but most prob not..i;ve been goin to lots of friends asking them bout poly life and the lifestyle dat's goin on dere n things n stuffs.. yet im still not sure n confident of myself..finally found 1 friend in np studying biz.. haha can get to c her next yr most probably if im goin over..at least i hav a friend.. and jie sung too!hmm even if i stay, i'll hav to wait till sch reopen b4 i know wad subject i'll b dropping.. n worst of all if i cant meet 1A2AO i'll b kicked out of sa le.. sadded..hmm heard dat i can clash lecture in poly heh.. probably ask js or ping go wif me.. heheh.. im so so excited.. yea..i hope i doesn do as bad if im goin to transfer over.. in poly A is 80 marks eh.. but i sure goin to get even beta den dat.. A+.. heh heh.. big ambition..pray hard for me..mahogany or brown? im still hesitant.. i'll ask my ma.. haha guess wad.. yest wen i went to meet the principal yest.. my ma told me mrs lim's diamond ring is big.. at lest one carat..wow.. onli my ma this kind will notice lah.. so aunty.. i din even notice..she says its so bovious n yet i din know.. haha.. cos im not aunty!heh.. gonna blog for A51 le.. hooray.. such a nicey class.. next yr gonna left 15 ppl? sobz.. take care everyone.. i'll definitely miss everyone..=)

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