todae was a loser dae in sch..supposed to listen to the assembly talk in sch by Lim Chye Tin..but she oso never say much bout the criterias.. its onli after me and jie sung go ask den mrs helen tan tell us de lor..haiz nv in my life had i ever tot of retaining lahz.. wad a joke.. haiz.. den principal requested to c mama.. my ma oso dunno how to speak english.. one chicken one duck.. how to communicate?my ma oso not much intention to go de lor.. go dere listen to her tok oni.. as if tok liao my results will b AAAA.. siaoz..den i keep asking my ma if principal ask wad sud i say.. my ma say tell the principal bye bye. super funnie..or else give us 5 min discuss lor.. haha.funnie.. todae went to watch the doll master wif william n pingz.. no doubt i scream wif william again lah.. i bet he screamed the hardest.. cos at the end of the show got ppl behind us say.. sa ppl dunno wad.. haha maluz..den after dat called my ct lah.. keep trying to hid things from me..den after dat..i went to meet rich.. but dunno wad happen he super sad lah.. i oso dunno wad's wrong wif him..he wont tell me no matter how long i ask him.. had a tummy ache.. went to toilet n vomit out white white de things..yuckz..den went home after dat.. he slept on the bus.. said im irrtating.. im sorry.. i din know im such a irritating spoilt little gal.. i wont irritate u anymore le.. purposely walked the overhead bridge.. got ppl see me cry lah.. super maluz..argz.. perhaps i juz aint good enuf.. mayb..went home n tok to my ma alot.. most prob goin to poly ba.. wad to do..





im super sad..cant blog wif tears flowing..=(





argz.. crazy lah.. yest supposed to celebrate my grandma's burfdae de.. so i din went for the class gathering.. but dunno y de, i slept on the sofa after eating my dinner wif them..waiting for my aunt to cut cake mahz.. den they tried to wake me up..but to no avail..hmm but i cant recall them singing the burfdae song.. my grandma muz b so sad i think.. im sorry..i din purposely fall asleep de.. perhaps im too tire after the open house le.. even thou i dun nid to do anything dere, basically paly ard wif friends..been doin pw on fri night till the early morning.. cos the com suddenly shut dowm n lost all unsaved report.. made me start all over again lahz.. hmmph!! hmm wo you bei pian le..argz.. hate the feelin of being lied to..hmm i sud b very angry but im surprised i din.. dunno y .. juz felt sad.. y muz he ly to me???????????? sch's comin to an end soon..how i hope life comes to an end too..dere are juz so much ugly things in human life..thou human do make errors.. but it is juz too ugly lah!makes life a terrible journey to go thru..often the bad memories makes the significant portion of it..dat's y..im tire.. gotta do my pw again.. hate seeing pw this work.. cracks up my brain.. =( he aint replying.. and yest's open house not many ppl go..oni kok hsien turned up..haiz.. BORED!!!!





todae is tuesday?tmr is wednesday?tmr got pw oral presentation wor..m i still gonna need it for my admission to university? i dun rellie think so?jux dun screw it up for my group mates..i lovee them so much!yea.. todae finally get back my econs n hist cold war paper.n yes.. i finally broke down..hide inside the toilet cry wif sharon..until my eyes are swollen..din know im so ugly wen i cry leh..sobz sobz..argz..den whole day no mood todo anything..went for chinese wor.. n good lah.. colded by teacher again..2 classes looking at me.. i know my face was already very grim n black at dat time..but i dun care..scold let her scold..next time mayb no chance let her scold le.went to bp to eat wif yean ling, pingz n eugene..rellie very very tire.. slept on the bus lik a pig..feelingless le..im numbed from all the comforting and consoling.. tracy even offered me a "cheer up" sweet.. calculated in class dat next yr 04a51 onli will hav 15 ppl lidat?den my sis msg me and i told her my results..scoldd me for chatting on the fone.. ask me go poly study nursing liao..haha..thanks alot!!!went back home in a daze..it was raining.. but its rather nice..walkin in the rain..machiam romantic..listening to songs.. crying.. mourning over results..how i hope rich was there.. but he's bz training..=( came home to sleep.. went into a deep sleep.. dun wanna think of anything..dun wish to think too.. but i've to come to a decision..my ma cant help me decide.. n yet i dunno wad i wan in my life..wad do i actually wan?? anyone knows? gonna do my pw le.. *dreads goin to sch*.. i hate having to wake up in the morning..implies dat i hafta go to sch..





todae is the 2nd day after taking back promos results.=( seeing my face gives u an idea how badly i've done rite?almost cried during geog tutorial yesterdae..i was thinking how badly i've done for geog and history and how long i've taken to studied them and yet this is still the outcome.i rellie wondered wad went wrong wif me..i did study lor..hmm i rellie seriously think im not cut out to enter jc in the first place.seriously i bet dere's no chance of getting any A pass for me le la.. Life is so unfair.my next alternative route - ngee ann poly ( business ) i already told my ma le..i could tell dat she is disappointed from the look on her face..i rellie m not cut out to study..i've no heart for studying, basically the reason y i study is for the sake of studying and i alwiz tot dat's the normal routine for a normal person. frankly speaking im a little hesitant between leaving and staying, becos i know i'll miss my frens dere and to embark on a new environment and to start from scratch again..but on the otherhand, i cant take the stress anymore.. irellie wish to juz settle down and not study anymore..perhaps dat'll onli happen in my dreams ba..todae went to watch ouija board wif pingz.. too bore le.. rich is too bz to pei me le..its a little scary thou.. n in the cinema sitting in front of us are 2 rv couples.. haha.. the 4 of em r so comical.. wan to hug dun dare to hug lidat.. den in e end the guys bof put their hands ard the gals.. made me luff xia..went hm after dat..dere's nothin to do lah..westmall oso walk till sian liao..waste time oso.. argz.. im so irritated..rich is alwiz alwiz having soccer training.. wad sort of cca is dat? so troublesome.. unlike me, such a big fat lazy bum cat!wan to tan alwiz go to my hse balcony to tan myself, wad a genius method..hmmph.. wad's he doin? never reply me de..argz..





hmm todae had to carry a whole big big bag of laptop to sch for pw leh..i almost died..hmm actually was supposed to meet louis de.. butdden he gotta watch duno wad long video lor.. den muz wait so long..e zzz monster coming to get me le.. so me n pingz went home first.. n i actually slept from 430 to 8..wow..todae is the farewell assembly for the jc2s.. which oso means dat todae is theri last dae in sch le wor.. which implies dat i wun get to c em eva again? hmm.. sobz sobz.. i miss seeing eir faces.. Time rellie flies.. i still rem slacking in e first 3 months.. as if in palace likdat.. e sc is my home.. rich has gotta training EVERYDAE.. n i rellie mean EVERYDAE..so wad does dat implies? so simple.. which means he's too busy for me..rellie very busy n tire..haiz.. i wonder wen will he b free..next yr? haha.. beta not.. or im gonna dump him soon..well.. i wanna watch movie.. but he's too bz to pei me.. so i everydae go home to SLEEP..wow.. such a slacking wonderful cca..hmm later gonna watch tv lo. long time nv watch le.. still muz pia pw for e rest of e week.. if not next week oral presentation le.. fail den die.. anyway since im goin to poly, why sud i bother to so ne? haiz.. so pessimistic xia.. take care everyone.. pray hard for e promos results..





todae is e first time i go to town since so many many donkey years..was actually suppose to go out wif dat donkey..n i rejected jackie n jie sung..but hu knows, he cant make it in e end..made me so sad.. now den i realise how i bad i was to him.. "sorry" dear..thou im sad cos i cant see him for so long, i tried to make myself happie..but its a not so fun dae.. cos my stomach pain pain.. den no mood to do n eat anything..saw quite alot o ppl..n many ajsians.. we're so scare cos we'r afraid of seeing ghost floating by..everyone in swiss sud know hu's e ghost rite??went to watch e "white chicks" guess its probably one o e movie i've watched so comfortably w'o lookin ard or anything.. its definitely hilarious..den aft dat went to walk ard, hang ard, gossip and talkin bout our life and critcising sajc.. been wondering did cuming to sa destroy my life? n e teachers definitely aint very kind to us either..thou some r rather nice..haiz.. i hav a premonition o retaining.. i feel so sad n ashame aft lookin at my sis's results.. her lowest is actually 79 eh..not including eng.. im e most stupid aft all..im getting all e stupid genes aft all.. ecept for one good thing.. at least i think im cuter n prettier den her.. oopz.. im so evil too.. *bleahz.. beta dun let her c..or she'll smack me..hmm..my stomach still pain pain nehz... haiz.. todae no tv show to watch..im so sick n tire..i wanna go on diet..juz lik how cyan manage to slim dw 9 kg.. wow.. incredible..haha..my dream..i miss xiaohui..i miss yan xi.. i miss 04A41.. i miss gossipin n slacking wif em..i hate jc life.. i regret..i hate regretting thou..i miss rich..he wanna dump me? den dump lor.. im tire of quarreling.. im tire of life.. zzz monster is cuming to get me.. =) sleeping time.. but i needa do smthg.. a very sweet thing.. haha.. wait till i finish..*grinz* i love my friends.. i love e sun.. i love rich..






im back from my sun tanning todae..din achieve much todae thou..e sun juz isn right to shade some tone onto me..n i feel so hot lying down dere.. how i feel i'll b in an air conditioned room rather den dat of being lying down dere..so dumb..yea! todae last dae o paper le..was so very sleepy during e paper dat i fell aslp for 5 min..but nvm..i've gotta lots o time cos its hist paper nahz..time for me to spin story de..been a normal routine le..alwiz hav to rack my brain to think o story to write to teacher de leh..haiz.. n something surprised me.. i wrote on 6 pieces o paper oh..wonder how in e world i spin so much rubbish to tell e teachers..all e case studies i oso anyhow think n write de..i win le.. but i actually got read for more den a week leh.. den all i forget le..so.. too bad..im so tire tire tire..im goin to bed.. goin watch movie tmr?? haha.. slacker..promos over le.. hip hip hooray!!





hmm,juz came back from math n geog paper todae..suddely realise im quite stupid after all..those questions lidat oso dunno how to do..how to promote lidat? tmr still gotta dat irritating history, hope i dun get to c mashi maro..dun like him lahz..i tot dat life was juz a daily routine, and a normal one at dat..where things n life will progress in stages for me smoothly..but till todae i realise it aint lidat..until i put in my effort, i cant go any further up..but im lazy huh..wad can i say..blame it on my laziness n lack o determination ba.. still rem mr pun wrote in my report.."katherine needs to persevere n endure' i was lik 'HUH" i st john member leh.. still not enduring enuf?wow..dat's y i found out dat todae im actually juz a big fat lazy cat..do things last min de..haiz.. gonna mug hist later.. i this kind o lazy cat where will got mood leh? actually i studied hist for 1 week le..but i guess i'll still do poorly de, cos know y? i forgotten wad i read le.. haha.. forgetful lazy cat..wonder how m i goin to get thru all those notes later.. muz hav been more den 20 lecture ba.. let ur c how this notti cat die..i still wan to watch happie fish later de leh..im so lazy lah..as if promos over le lidat..aiyah.. actually i think hor no need to take hist le.. hafta retain le, still take for wad ne? wasting my time.. so i muz think o where to go aft exam tmr.. still got less den 30 hours to go b4 promos over..! jia you!! muz watch alot o movie leh.. so many damn nice de.. who will volunteer pei me watch ne? wanna watch the exorcist,white chicks,ouija board,chucky's bride,alexander..goin on movie marathon le.. if oni my bed can b moved into e cinema? dat'll b perfect! hmm but oso muz go else where ba.. clubbing? on my mind very long le.. but mama sure wun allow de lor.. hmm go exploring night hangover wif louis? but muz wait till his A's are over..wanna go on a holiday..how i wish my ma let me go on holiday by myself.. total freedom!
no restriction..happiest gal..beta if i dun need study.. juz find a rich guy n get married.. everydae at home play n doll myself up..haha.. im daydreaming aint i? ok lahz.. gotta go pong pong den go mug le? wish me luck k? n all of u out dere.. i know promos are here n all of ur r working real hard! b sure to give urself some treat too k? good luck! n take good care of ur health too! muackz.. =)

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