Moving Thoughts
Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.

When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.

The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real!

Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy.

Always put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the other person, too.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

Happiness lives for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.






A Love Story
From the very beginning, girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy, saying that it has got to do with family background, & that the
girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with
him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrelled very often. Though the girl loved the guy deeply, she always asked him: "How deep is your love for me?" As the guy is not good with his words, this often caused the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the gal often vent her anger on him. As for him,.. he only endured it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the gal: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try
my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"

The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he left, they got engaged. The gal went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it was hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the gal was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. when she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realized that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. she had lost her voice....

The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose
her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down. During the stay in hospital, besides silently
crying,..it's still just silent crying that accompanied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, countless of phonecalls,.. all the gal could do, besides crying, is still crying.... The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy. With a new environment, the gal learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.

A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing a invitation card for the guy's wedding. the gal was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead. When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her.

He used sign language to tell her "I've spent a year to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You." With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The gal finally smiled.






Haha..todae will b an xciting entry..cos I had a lot of fun yest..and todae of cos..well.. yest I actually sneak out haha n went out e whole nite to xplore e whole o sg nehz..went to seek out e alwiz deadly scary haunted changi hospital..well it wasn dat horrible..quite enjoyable nehz..bt we saw 2 dogs.. but dey din bite us nahz..haha I so cute na li se de bite me?hahawell den aft we xplore finish,1 grp of guys came n ask us e way..den we went to changi village to see ren yao..dey were very pretty babes..reallie very pretty..cant believe dey r guys lor..bt once dey open eir mouth to speak..u wil wish to vomit..rellie..den louis wan go fang bian mah.. so we waited for him nohz.. den mi n pingx stand dere wait while mer go cheers.. haha den louis call n say we lik standing dere wait for ppl cum..oh mi gosh..so bad..well den we followed a van which got hook up wif one ren yao..den we c wad dey r up to..bt den suddenly got police car.. den sianz half liao..den aft dat nuthin to do we go red hse xplore a while.. bt cant get in cos its all fenced up..so sad..den aft dat we go changi airport rot nohz. Haiz.. so sianz.. den we send mer hm liao we go louis hse plae wif doggies n slp..haha mer hold pingx hands wor..haha oni mi n louis noes wads rellie goin on.. haha.. den we go pingz hse slp le go bbq loh..haha will miss e whole class nehz





hmm its e holidays le wor..nuthin to do..todae is juz e beginning..yest had a bad dream..dreamt dat i was posted to nanyang jc nehz..scary..well..gotta dye back my hair soon le..tink o it den i sad liao eh..haha todae pingx juz came my hse dyed her hair..whoose.. oh mi gosh..it was sho sho black..haha cant believe its actually hair!haha.. tink i qt pro nehz..hor pingz..haha ..wel i qt angry todae cos ady hurt his back again tis time in sg!!!stupid idiotic fans go push my dearie ady nehz..dun let me noe hu u r.. or u will die till very ugly wor..arggz.. so angry.. i went funan den he look at us twice leh.. haha almost melted wor.. den he kp tokin to e connie jie.. so angry so wen he cum hm i scold him..haha but lucky he nv flirt lah.. let me catch him flirt he will back ache even more arh..haha..well i had breakfast wif him before he catch e plane back to tw.. sho sweet of him..heez..*blush..well.. i wanna say it out loud ady i miss u alot!!! argz.. hope u cum to sg soon again k? can pei me go out again..haha tink i hallucination illness damn serious..well.. but i rellie love him nehz..oopz..anyway.. wish kunda happie birthday oh..haha n milk dun b sho angry le.. i will help u scold e fans wan.. hahaanywae tk care ady.. dun hurt ur back again.. hmm ltr muz call him to see he reach tw safely anot liao..





hmm actually wanted to post a few entries e day b4.. but juz couldn get myself to wake up to write em..cos its raining..nicey to slp nehz..heez.. but nvm here i m..hmm todae i pon sch crashed jjc wor..find it a little toopid lah..go jjc oso nuthin much to do dere..y? cos very simple.. no shuai ge for me to bio..haha i sho straight forward..aniwae.. todae my dearie ADY arrive in sg liao.. sho happie..he cuming my hse ltr wor..sho i now muz write or else ltr shang niao no time to write liao.. heez heez..hmmwell okiez..in jjc rite we ask yang sen marc n kok yen cum dw accompany us mah..den at e canteen dat toopid idiotic dm walkin ard cathing ppl u noe.. sho suay..den me n pingz gotta hide.. cos of our tinted nice hair..haha he jealous we've got such nice hair while his is white!den we walked ard.. in e hope of findin shuai ges haha..but was fruitless..all looks sho funny wan.. haha i tink yangsen in dat sch looks quite shuai liao.. yangsen gambate ohz..hmm still tink sajc more competitive..got more pretty gals n shuai ges..haha shld hav gone to acjc to see..more target den..oopz..yah ok den aft dat we manage to persuade marc n kokyen n yang sen dey all to pon eir gp..den those few guys went to plae bball.. wad else..ya havn say morning wad happen.. me qing rong.. toonpang jian hong n pingz met to go jjc mah.. den we decide go eat mac breakfast.. but hu noes.. oni jian hong ate.. haha all no appetite..yah.. den dey plae bball nohz.. n e 2 of us gals juz sat under e hottest sun n brightest sky n start reading magazines.. it was lik living in a microwave.. sho hot.. was almost baked..den me n pingz decide to leave nohz..we went jp to eat e claypot rice.. it was well rather nice but it was alot..n its hot..now i noe y mer use receipt to tk it.n we ate for ard 1 hr lidat still left half of it.. its was too much to finish wif dat small stomach of ours..n we felt sho hot sitting dere eating e rice..it was warm n e rice was hot hot hot.. almost perspire.. haha now we both DO understand y mer n brandon n zy dey all kp sweating liao..haha..yah den we 2 eat liao go coffe bean rot again..yeah.. got our fave cushion seats.. sit until feel lik sleeping.. sho tire xia..den pingz almost fall asleep..haha den aft dat we no place to go wor.. den we tinking of goin to buy uniform..so off we went n bump into fion n sandra dere..all buying sajc uniform..we try n try.. it was so nice..haha den we were so enthu bt wearing it.. haha..den aft dat went hm liao nohz.. sickz.. skp looks sho threatening..




I have a boyfriend who grew up with me.
His name is Jin.

I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we

went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell in love with

him.

Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my

love for him.

And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each

other in different ways.

I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there

were so many other girls.

To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just

another girl?

?Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?? I asked.

?I can?t?

?Why? You need to study at home?? I felt disappointment

grabbing me.

?No? I am going to meet a friend??

He was always like that.

He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing.

To him, I was just a girlfriend.

The word ?love? only came out from my mouth.

Since I knew him, I had never heard him say ?I love you?

before.

To us, there weren?t any anniversaries at all.

He didn?t say anything from the first day and it continued

till 100 days?200days?

Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a

doll, everyday, without fail. I don?t know why?

Then one day?

Me: Um, Jin, I ?

Jin: What?don?t drag, just say..

Me: I love you.

Jin: ??you?.um, just take this doll and go home.

That was how he ignored my ?three words? and handed me

the doll.

Then he disappeared, like he was running away.

The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room,

one by one. There were many?

Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday.

When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him,

and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call.

But? lunch passed, dinner passed? and soon the sky was

dark? he still didn?t call.

It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore.

Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me

and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come out of the

house.

Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.

Me: Jin?

Jin: Here?take this?

Again, he handed me a little doll.

Me: What?s this?

Jin: I didn?t give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it

to you now. I?m going home now, bye.

Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?

Jin: Today? Huh?

I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday.

He turned around and walked away like nothing had

happen.

Then I shouted?

?Wait??

Jin: You have something to say?

Me: Tell me, tell me you love me?

Jin: What?!

Me: Tell me

I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him.

But he just said simple cold words and left.

?I don?t want to say?that I love someone so easily, if you

are desperate to hear it, then find someone else.?

That was what he said. Then he ran off.

My legs felt numb?and I collapsed to the ground. He

didn?t want to say it easily?

How could he?.

I felt that?

Maybe he is not the right guy for me?

After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just

crying.

He didn?t call me, although I was waiting.

He just continued handing me a little doll every morning

outside my house.

That?s how those dolls piled up in my room? everyday

After a month, I got myself together and went to school.

But what made the pain resurface was that? I saw him on

a street?with another girl?

He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed

me?as he touched the doll?

I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my

room, and tears fell?

Why did he gave these to me?

Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls?

In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around.

Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him.

He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house.

I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop.

I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him,

that? it?s going to end.

Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.

Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?

I couldn?t help hating him, acting like nothing had happen

and joking around.

Soon, he held out the doll as usual?

Me: I don?t need it.

Jin: What?.why?

I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.

Me: I don?t need this doll, I don?t need it anymore!! I don?t

want to see a person like you again!

I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But unlike

other days, his eyes very shaking.

?I?m sorry? He apologized in a tiny voice.

He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll?

Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just

throw it away!!!

But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll.

Then?

Honk~ Honk~

With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.

?Jin! Move! Move away!? I shouted?

But he didn?t hear me, he squatted down and picked up the

doll.

?Jin, move!?

HONK~!!

?Boom!? That sound, so terrifying.

That?s how he went away from me.

That?s how he went away without even opening his eyes to

say one word to me.

After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness

and the sadness of losing him?

And after spending two months like a crazy person?

I took out the dolls.

Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we

started going out.

I remembered the days I spent with him and started to

count the days? when we were in love?

?One?two? three??

That was how? I started to count the dolls?

?Four hundred and eighty four? four hundred and eighty

five??

It all ended with 485 dolls.

I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms.

I hugged it tightly, then suddenly?

?I love you~, I love you~?

I dropped the dolls,shocked.

?I?.lo..ve?you???

I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.

?I love you~ I love you~?

It can?t be!

I pressed all the dolls? stomach as it piled on the side.

?I love you~?

?I love you~?

?I love you~?

Those words came out non-stop.

I?love you?

Why didn?t I realize that?.

That his heart was always by my side, protecting me.

Why didn?t I realize that he love me this much?

I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it?s stomach,

that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road.

It had his blood stain on it.

The voice came out, the on that I was missing so much?

?Jo?Do you know what today is? We?ve been loving each

other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn?t

say I love you?. Um? since I was too shy? If you

forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you?

everyday? till I die? Jo? I love you??

The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I asked

god, why do I only know about all this now?

He can?t be by my side, but he loved me until his last

minute?

For that? and for that reason? to me? it became

courage? to live a beautiful life?.






Tree
===
The reason I'm called tree is because I'm good at painting trees.
Overtime I start to use a tree on the right hand corner as a trademark for all my watercolors painting. I have dated 5
gals when I was in Pre-U. There's one gal who I love a lot but never dare go after her. She doesn't have a pretty face, doesn't have a good figure, doesn't have outstanding charm. She is just a very ordinary gal. I like her. I really like her. Like her innocent, like her frankness. Like her cuteness, like her intelligence and her fragility. Reason for not going after her is because I felt somebody so ordinary like her is not a good match for me. I'm also afraid that after we are together all the good feelings will vanish. I'm also afraid other's gossips will hurt
her. I felt that if she's my gal, she will be mine ultimately & I don't have to give up everything just for her. The last reason, made her accompany me for 3 years. She watch me chase after gals, and I have make her heart cry for 3 years. She wants to be a good actress and I'm a very demanding director. When I kissed my 2nd girlfriend, she bumped into us. She was embarrassed but smile & say "Go on!" before running off. The next day, her eyes was swollen like a walnut. I purposely didn't want to think about what causes her to cry but laugh at her the whole day. When everybody go back home, she was alone crying in the classroom.
She didn't know that I returned from soccer training to get something. I watch her cry for an hour or so.

My 4th girlfriend didn't like her. There was once when both of them quarreled. I know that based on her character she's not the type that will start off the quarrel. But I still sided with my girlfriend. I shouted at her and her eyes was filled shocked. I didn't care about her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend. The next day, she still laugh & joke with me like nothing has
ever happened. I know that she's very hurt but she didn't know that my heartache is as bad as hers.

When I broke up with my 5th girlfriend, I asked her out. After going out for a day, I told her that I have something to >tell her. She told me that coincidentally, she has something to tell me too. I told her about my break up and she told me about her getting together. I know whose the guy. He has been going
after her for quite a while. A very cute guy full of energy, lively and interesting. His pursuit for her has been the talk of the school. I can't show her my heart ache but could only smile & congratulate her. When I reach home, the heartache is so strong
that I can't stand it. It's like a heavy weighted stone on my chest. I couldn't breath. Wanted to shout but can't. Tears rolled down & I broke down & cry. How many times have I seen her cry for the man that doesn't acknowledge her presence too.

During graduation, I read a sms in my hp. It was send 10 days ago when I broke down and cry. I haven't read it since then. It says "Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree
didn't ask her to stay"

Leaf
===
During Pre-U days, I like to collect leaves. Why? Because I felt that for a leaf to leave the tree she has been relying on
for so long it takes a lot of courage. During the 3 years of Pre-U I was on very close terms with a guy. Not BGR kind but as buddy kind. But when he had his 1st girlfriend, I learnt a feeling I never should have learnt - Jealousy. The sourness in the heart can't be describe by using a lemon. It's like 100 rotten sour lemon. Sourness to the extreme limit. They were only together for 2 mths. When they broke up, I hide my strong sense of happiness. But after a mth, he got together with another gal.

I like him & I know he like me. But why won't he pursue me? Since he love me why he doesn't want to make the first move? Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt. Time after time, my
heart was hurt. I begin to suspect that this is a one sided love.
If he don't like he, why does he treat me so well. It's beyond what you will normally do for a friend. Liking a person is
very heart wrenching. I can know his likes, his habits. But his feelings towards me I can never figure out. You can't expect me a gal to ask him right?

Despite that, I still want to be by his side. Care for him, accompany him, love him. Hoping that one fine day, he will come & love me. It's like waiting for his phone call every night, wanting him to send me sms. I know that no matter how busy he is,
he will make time for me. Because of this, I waited for him. The 3 years were the hardest to go through & I really want to give up.
Sometimes, I wonder should I continue waiting. The pain and hurt, the dilemma accompany me for 3 years.

Till the end of my 3rd year, a 2nd year junior begins to go after me. Everyday he pursuit me relentlessly. From outright rejection to a point in time when I felt that I'm willing to let him have a small footing in my heart. He's like a warm & gentle wind, trying to blow a leaf away from the tree. In the end, I realized that I didn't want to give this wind a small footing in my heart. I know this wind will bring this badly battered >leave far away & better
land. Finally I left tree, but the tree only smile & didn't ask me to stay.

Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit.
Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay?


Wind
====
Because I like a gal called leaf. Because she's so dependent on tree so I have to be a gust wind. A wind that will blow her away.
When I first met her, it was 1 mth after I transfer to the new school. I saw a petite person looking at my seniors & me playing soccer. During ECA time, she will always be sitting there. Be it alone or with her friends looking at him. When he talks with gals there's jealousy in her eyes. When he looked at her, there's a smile in her eyes. Looking at her became my habit. Just like she likes to look at him.

One day, she didn't appear. I felt something amissed.
I can't explain the feeling except it's a kind of uneasiness.
The senior was also not there as well. I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior scolding her. Tears were in her eyes while he left. The next day, I saw her at her usual place, looking at him. I walked over and smiled to her. Took out a note & gave to her. She was surprised. She looked at me, smiled & accept the note. The next day, she appeared & pass me a note and left.

Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her away
It's not that leaf heart is too heavy. It because leaf never want to leave tree.

I replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to talk to me & accept my presents & phone calls. I know that the person she loves is not me. But I have this perseverance that one day I will make her like me. Within 4 mths, I have declared my love for her no less than 20 times. Every time, she will divert
away from the topic. But I never give up. If I decide I want her to be mine, I will definitely use all means to win her over. I can't remember how many times I have declared my love to her. Although I know she will try to divert but I still bear a small ray of hope. Hoping that she will agree to me my girlfriend. I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone. I asked "what are you doing? How come you didn't want to reply?" She said, "I'm nodding my head". "Ah?" I couldn't believe my ears. "I'm nodding my head" She replied loudly. I hang up the phone, quickly changed and took a taxi and rush to her place & press her door bell.
During the moment when she opens the door. I hugged her tightly.

Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit.
Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay?

~ ~ You yearn for what you Fantasize than
To realise who you should Treasure ~ ~





Someone said... "Wallets are a lot like girls. You really have to take good care of, because if you won't, something might happen"...
I know what he means. I just lost a wallet, and I just lost a girl. You know, it's the exact same thing.
One day, you just realize it's gone. You try to look for it everywhere, even going back to the places where you could have lost it.
You think, and you think hard, only to come upon a grim realization: it's really gone.
Of course, you can hold on to some hope. After all, there have been some very, very lucky (blessed?) people who get it back.
Perhaps you could become one of those people. You sit home and you hope that someone would call, and that you would get it back. But then, some time passes, and you realize that it's still gone, and you realize that it's time to let go.
The first few days, you turn to your friends for support. Some tell you you'll be ok, some tell you that it was your fault and that you should have been more careful, and some tell you about their own experiences.
They give you all sorts of advice, none you haven't heard before.
You then go out to find a new wallet, only to realize that you don't really want a new one. You want the old one that you lost.
No, you don't want all these better-looking wallets, you want yours, because of how comfortable it is, because of all the cards and pictures and other stuff in it.
You go out and carry on without a wallet, keeping your money in your pocket instead. You throw away stuff that you would have held on to if you had your old wallet. And then, finally, you find a new wallet you like and settle in.
You then start filling your new wallet, little by little. It still doesn't feel as comfortable as the old one, but it's getting there.
Then you start putting in cards and pictures and other important stuff in the wallet. Soon enough, there's as much stuff in your new wallet as the old one. And then, after some time, you feel as comfortable with your new wallet.
And then you realize that you've almost forgotten you ever had your old wallet. Sure, you still remember most of the stuff you lost on that wallet. But then again, you don't remember the feeling of hurt that you felt when you lost it.
That's because that wallet you lost is no longer your wallet. You're no longer holding on. This new wallet you're holding, it has all the important cards and pictures and stuff that you need. This is your wallet.
And this time, you tell yourself, you're never losing this one.




hmm todae is a boring day..no cca so no need to go sch nehz..oni woke up at 130..haha sho latez.. i muz b a pigx in mi previous life..no activities to dae wor..so sianz tink staying at hm to rot nohz..gotta do gp hmk..dats stress..life is sho boring nahz..anywae yest me, pingx,yan xi and xiaohui we went town to eat pasta mania..its was nice thou..dere wasn much to walk ard.. as kh's saying goes..chi bao le..xiang sui le..sho true wor.. haha.. kh muz b sho proud to hav tis saying..hmm den aft dat yanxi n xiao hui went hm.. left me n pingx ..we went west mall wif louis..managed to get dat cosy n comfy sofa seats..den we sat dere drank PURE CHOC again and tok nohz... actually ask mer to cum wan.. but ppl at yida hse..so ard 7 lidat we left..den aft i went hm.. mer came.. den dey sat at bus stop to tok nohz.. hmm my class ppl todae wan go clubbin wor..xciting nehz.. but wif my face.. how to get in?even if i show em ic oso dey will get suspicious ba? hmm very sad xia..haiz.. wan to go n see wad's dat all bout..hmm seems to me dat mani ppl at sajc go clubbing ya noe..hmm oni knew it yest..was sho shocked..haha..seems lik tis world is sho complicated rite? no idea wad dey do dere either..hahaz..




Hmmpz..sho excited..tis gonna b my first entry o e blog..goin to b quite long n memorable liao..let me xplain how in e world I started tis “block”..thankx to my dearie frenz pingx nohz.. cum my hse n insisted on wantin me to start 1..aniwae cos in e first place I dunno how to deal wif it..haha..yah..todae no sch again nohz..cos still havin jae admission exercise mah..sho can still hav fun nehz..

Juz now went out..AGAIN.to lot 1..for e past 2 daes wearing saints shirt…no shirt wear liao lah..anywae yah.. cont story..meet up wif pingz and xiao hui nohz..watashi long time no see xiaohui le..sho excited seeing her again. Mite not hav much chance liao..she clever wor..mite b goin to njc or ajc liao..will miss her lots lots..uluz gerz..n we met up..y?cos to get lit hmk frm her..haha..muz do hmk.. dats a setback for us..saddest thingy in e past few days..sho we had our lunch..den gossip and tok ard abit n xiaohui gotta go for og gathering liao..at mandarine hotel wor..dunno dey go dere kai fang or wad??

Den left me n pingx again..sho I suggest goin to my hse 2 slack nohz..n we did..sho called my mama to cum fetch us..2 lazy pigx..yah n guess wad we did..we rellie nuthin to do wor.. sho went online to set up tis blog liao..yeah~~ and surf sm other sites abit den no where to go liao..next venue-my rm.. haha it was sho tiring xia.. havin to help dat pigx ty hair.. its was sho messy as I was trying my new hairstyles..n pingx was my guinea pigx nohz..haha thankz nohz..but quite nice rite?? Agree?I ty very long nehz.. 1 hr?den u juz lie dere on my bed hor..shuang rite?lik empress lidat..haha.den ty finish liao.. both of us sho tire.. on bed mah.. wad u xpect? Sho we both decided to SLEEP!!! Frm 5-7 lidat ba.. both of us slept lik pigx..den my toopid air con spoil..damn unlucky..sho hot..den my ma cum in.. her yan shen guai guai wan.. haha den my sis barge in.. sho shocked to see both us pigx sleepin. Shouted at her shiox..sho rude rite.. nv knock..i alwiz do dat to her aniwae..haha..yah..

Den aft dat wakey up liao of cos is hungary lah..den we go dw.. tinkin o cookin pasta wor.. yummy!! Den we spent lik 30 min hoggin e fire place..sho hot! But e pasta at least loooks edible lah..but we cook too much le.. cant finish it up..haha but quite nice lah.. hor since long time no cook le. First attempt.. den e pingx dunno how to cook.. made me giv her instructions.. haha pingx potato raw wan hor?? Haha..hard hard wan..yuckz.. hmm yah.. den we had our dinner ard 8 liao wor.. sho we watch a little bit tv..rellie a little bit.. den we decided to go pator-in in e plae ground.. aft dinner mah.. go for couple stroll.. sho romantic hor pingx.. haha den we sit on bench n tok nohx.. but e bench wet wet wan.. cos it rain b4 dat mah.. haiyoz..heez..den we tok till 9 pm nohz.. our conversation lik oni revolve lik ard 2 or 3 ppl hor.. ur shld noe hu lah.. haha den aft I walk her out of my hse.. cos pigx scare o dogz.. we walk past e hse.. she ask me.. “katz, can I hold ur hands?” oh my?? Sho fast.. haha pator mah.. sho she tk initative hold my hand nohz.. haha.. but dats not e reason.. cos she scare dogx cum bite her nahz.. sho she ask me protect her.. lidat oso got wor.. haiyoz..haha den walk her out to e bus stop nohz.. den send her hm liao.. haha den walk hm myself nahz.. hmm seems lik a long dae..den I reach hm le.. bath nohz.. if not smellie smellie ady dun lik.. haha..

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